Sunday, February 25, 2007
i saw myself in the mirror the other..so i thought..what the heck..might as well start running and changing my diet from now on..so well..guess from now i hoping to change myself bit by bit..
*thought to self* i think im just changing my outward appearance..but i think the thrash and filth inside in comprehensible.. *thought to self*
im wondering what i should do..i cant seem to get my life back on track..ok maybe i know what to do exactly..but i know im just lazy and just cant be bothered with it..my laziness is what irks me the most..arghhhh..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 2/25/2007 10:28:00 pm
Thursday, February 22, 2007
My life's in a mess right now. If your trying to enter my life, just imagine yourself stepping into a room just messed up. Dirty socks and laundry thrown all over, the bedsheets are flipped, the floor has not been swept, the tables stacked with books spilled all over. Well, that I say is somewhat my life right now, just purely messed up.
I can't seem to find the strength to clean it up. The resolve, the determination that was once there has been shattered by God knows what event. Even then, I can't seem to know how and where to start cleaning up from.
Maybe I should organise my life first, then clean up the thrash.
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 2/22/2007 11:08:00 pm
Sunday, February 18, 2007
there was a tinge of desperation..as if i really needed that..i felt so stupid for saying all that..cant imagine why i even did that in the first place..should have just let it be..crap..i feel so stupid..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 2/18/2007 11:13:00 pm
Sunday, February 11, 2007
eventful day..
was out shopping to get new year clothes in the morning..came back only in the afternoon..then went out again to see deb off at the airport..i think im gonna miss my good fren lah..her crankiness and the stuffs that she says and do..aahhhhh..
so was on the way back in tim's car when i was thinking..deb is so successful in influencing the lives of the people she's around with..many would say they would miss her for a good number of months while she's in adelaide..and then i was thinking..how has my life affected the people around me? if i were to be the one leaving..would people actually say the same things about me as they would say about deb? have i been my brother's keeper, the friend that's always there..24/7..i dunno about you..but i wanna learn this valuable lesson from deb..
i want to impact the lives around me..
ps* my keyboard "A" button came off..so hard to use the keyboard now....argh..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 2/11/2007 01:10:00 am
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
you know..i have been reminicing the past and i guess i have this one only regret..not studying well enough during my poly days..i mean if that time i didnt commit myself so much into the CCA and everything around me, i guess i wouldn't have this regret bugging me all the time..i mean at least i would be able to attain a decent GPA at the very least..and not something that i would be damn ashame to reveal lah..and now im just fretting over whether the university would accept my application..
O God, grant me favour in eyes of men and in the things that i do..that its not for me to take glory in the things that i achieve..but let Your name be glorified in the things that You make successful in my life..the earth fades
the lights dim
still my heart longs
for the Saviour that redeems
through the crimson night
beyond the darkened day
my sins were paid
on Calvary's hill
the tears of blood
for eternal shame
my Redeemer cried
for one such beloved as this
clement 9th feb 2007
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 2/07/2007 09:25:00 pm