Monday, January 29, 2007
haven't been myself lately..been just pulled into my circumstances and i really dunno why i cant take the stand against my problems..its just a downward spiral at the moment and i really don't know how to deal with it right now..i cant even move myself to even quiet myself down to talk to God anymore..i used to do it everyday..without fail..i would make sure i wake up earlier than i needed to..and did a prayer to start the day..and end the day by reading the bible and another prayer..it used to work so well for me..and i so miss those days when i would just sit and talk to God..but now..i don't know what's really happening..i believe its a huge chain..bondage that i cant seem to pinpoint at..something deep within my heart that needs to be rid off..so what can i say?
what could i do?
but offer this heart O God
completely to You
pray for me would you?
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/29/2007 10:04:00 pm
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Album: All to You (Live)
Artiste: Lincoln Brewster
Song title: Surrender
Verse 1:
I'm giving You my heart and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of You my King
I'm giving You my dreams I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life
Chorus:
I surrender all to You
All to You
I surrender all to You
All to You
Verse 2:
I'm singing You this song I'm waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy even sharing in Your pain
Marc James© 2000 Vineyard Songs (UK/Eire) Administered in North America by Music Services o/b/o Vineyard Music Global, Inc./PRS
was listening to this song on my ipod and i thought..woah..thats pretty cool..everything that we really need to surrender is all written in those lyrics..contemplating whether to lead this in youth..heh..since im already like trying to introduce another song on that day..could be like trying too many stuffs which im not really fond of..oh well..maybe i will give it further thought..anyway had a great dinner tonight..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/17/2007 11:00:00 pm
Monday, January 15, 2007
Amazed (Jared Anderson© 2003 Vertical Worship Songs/ASCAP)Verse 1:
You dance over me
While I am unaware
You sing all around
But I never hear the sound
Chorus:
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
And how You love me
Verse 2
You paint the morning sky
With miracles in mind
My hope will always stand
For You Hold me in Your hand
Bridge:
How deep
How wide
How great is Your love for me
heard this song played again..and here it all goes again..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/15/2007 10:34:00 pm
Sunday, January 14, 2007
went to holland v on thursday night with deb, zq, rach and her fren..was fun alright..but the stupid thing was that it was practically raining the whole day..went to meet up with deb at her house's bus stop there..waited abt an hr before she came out lah..though no fault of hers..
so on the bus to holland v..my dear fren deb got kinda bored..and asked me to entertain her..thinking on how to actually do that..she started her own session of interrogating me..on who i like etc etc..then she starts pairing me up with someone..zzz and then the worst thing was she had this monologue with herself..acting out me and this so and so..argh!! i swear i almost strangled her on the spot man!! i mean why pair me up with that person?? pair me up with someone better can?? like maybe fiona xie? =) hahaha..and in between her monologues she was just freaking out on how we're gonna miss the holland v bus stop lah..so happen when it came to a certain bus stop..the malay couple that was sitting beside the both of us motioned to us that this was the holland v stop..on hearing that i just slouched into the couch..so embarrassing can??
finally met up with rach and her fren..then had dinner..surprisingly the fried rice i had was pretty good and was worth the money lor..wasnt as expensive as i expected..hahaha..then went over to coffee bean and chit chat..zq came like uber late?? ahhaha..then we were just chatting and joking around lah..and deb had to say stuffs that were not needed lah..like how rach's fren isnt a fat as she thinks..we were like wah lao!!! i visualised rach's literaly banging the table so hard lah..hahaha.
seriously man..when deb leaves again..its gonna get dull again..her presence among us just bring us to life lah..deb..i gotta hand it to you..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/14/2007 07:52:00 pm
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i wanna change..for the better..
from tml onwards Lord..help me to be a better person..a man who would live his life righteous, holy and acceptable to and for You Lord..that i may always glorify Your name in everything i do..that favour would always be upon me..help me Lord..
made it right..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/07/2007 09:58:00 pm
Thursday, January 04, 2007
wah the tiredness is getting to me..went for music prac totally just zoning out the whole time lah..hahah..asked me to transpose chords..i was just staring into blank space lor..seriously..didnt register at all..anyway went to chomp chomp for supper after prac..nothing much..wasnt as good as the supper the other day lah..just couldnt compare lah..hahaha..anyway i need to go le..need to bath and sleep and all..so nightz peeps!!
God..please dont pull such a prank on me please..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/04/2007 11:58:00 pm
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
was out to watch school for scoundrels at vivocity in the afternoon..lame show..not really worth the $9.50 i paid..thought was some prankster show or something like that..turned out to be like some school for losers instead..
went out for supper later on with zq, shu ai, jeremy and deb last night..had prata at thomson area there..and we just sat there and talk and talk and talk till like what 3am in the morning?? hahah..and im like suppose to report for work later lah..hahaha..but it was really worth sacrificing the sleep for the supper..coz the company was great lah..it was as though we were like catching up on old times? hahahhaa..pretty good for the older ones..unlike shu ai lah..still young..cant appreciate these kind of meetings..lol..anyway..had a real hard time trying to wake up for work lah..literally dragged myself up to get changed and all..nothing much in the office..slacking as usual..oh well..
gotta get some sleep man..if not im just gonna really zone out tml..nightz peeps!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/03/2007 10:42:00 pm