Friday, December 29, 2006
was a lovely Christmas..though dampened by the constant downpour..but well it was still a great Christmas..one yet i wont forget..
had a nice Christmas eve..was at hougang and i was so led to sing the song, In the presence of Jehovah during the intercessory prayer..and thank God i heeded to Him lah..the song goes:
In the presence of Jehovah
God Almighty, Prince of Peace
Troubles ending, hearts are mended
In the presence of the King
it was just so fitting for the occassion coz Christmas isnt just all about celebrating and stuff about how Christ was born..but what His main purpose was..which was to ultimately die on the cross for our sins and ressurrect to show us that He is the true and only living God..i believe the song really ministered to everyone in the service..anyway had a great lunch then..wonderful spread..wootz!! headed down for practice after that..nothing much..had dinner with some poly frens..the food sucks lah..just put it simply..yuck..wun be back there again..and thats basically for Christmas eve lah
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on Christmas day..arrived there like an hr before..and in that hr was furiously distributing cards and chocs..hahah..and then came the youth item..wootz!! thought it went pretty smoothly..though had a hiccup during the choir part..but nonetheless it was really for the audience of One..
then after service was still trying to find ppl and all that lah..hahaha..and thank God i managed to really go give that card lah..went back home after all that..and then went to jeremy's hse for our worship team gathering..ahha..our yearly event..real nice food there..and had a great time there lah..just playing cards all the way lor..hahaha..and josh and his siblings were there also..at least got to know them..so yeap..stayed up the whole night..ok..maybe not exactly..was like trying to sleep at 4+ 5am in the morning..and thanks to deb..i couldn't find myself comfortable on the floor beside the bed..tried to use her as a pillow for my head..but apparently i got nudged on the back of my head..so argh..went to sleep on the other side of the room..it got pretty cold later on..so went over to deb's room and viola..paul was happily on the mattress already..which leaves the uber hard plank to sleep on..haha..but wth lah..just had to make do with it lah..really wanted to leave like early in the morning..but it just kept pouring and we really didnt had a proper meal the whole day lah..snacking here and there..
and seriously we just kept playing cards throughout..and right until i left like 9pm that night..we were still playing cards lor..hahaha..addicted to it liao..and that deb..happily asked ppl to do a forfeit if we lost in the card game..haha..guess what..she was the first loser and had to perform a wierd dance..i mean really wierd dance..hahhaha..came back kena suan by my dad say buay paiseh stay at ppl's hse for so long..and actually is really buay paiseh one lah..just kept my mouth shut lah..hhahaha..nothing better to say just keep quiet lor..hahaha
oh well so much for Christmas and then the new year is coming..kinda real fast man..time really flies..oh well..so much my Christmas stories..im really cutting short my whole Christmas events lah..just too tired to blog everything down..but well..it was really fun especially having deb back..the craziness she injects back into our lives is really refreshing i must say..hhahaha..anyway i need to get bathed and get to sleep le..gonna have a pretty long day tml too!!
the smile is a good headstart i hope
Merry Christmas!!!
was a lovely Christmas..though dampened by the constant downpour..but well it was still a great Christmas..one yet i wont forget..
had a nice Christmas eve..was at hougang and i was so led to sing the song, In the presence of Jehovah during the intercessory prayer..and thank God i heeded to Him lah..the song goes:
In the presence of Jehovah
God Almighty, Prince of Peace
Troubles ending, hearts are mended
In the presence of the King
it was just so fitting for the occassion coz Christmas isnt just all about celebrating and stuff about how Christ was born..but what His main purpose was..which was to ultimately die on the cross for our sins and ressurrect to show us that He is the true and only living God..i believe the song really ministered to everyone in the service..anyway had a great lunch then..wonderful spread..wootz!! headed down for practice after that..nothing much..had dinner with some poly frens..the food sucks lah..just put it simply..yuck..wun be back there again..and thats basically for Christmas eve lah
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on Christmas day..arrived there like an hr before..and in that hr was furiously distributing cards and chocs..hahah..and then came the youth item..wootz!! thought it went pretty smoothly..though had a hiccup during the choir part..but nonetheless it was really for the audience of One..
then after service was still trying to find ppl and all that lah..hahaha..and thank God i managed to really go give that card lah..went back home after all that..and then went to jeremy's hse for our worship team gathering..ahha..our yearly event..real nice food there..and had a great time there lah..just playing cards all the way lor..hahaha..and josh and his siblings were there also..at least got to know them..so yeap..stayed up the whole night..ok..maybe not exactly..was like trying to sleep at 4+ 5am in the morning..and thanks to deb..i couldn't find myself comfortable on the floor beside the bed..tried to use her as a pillow for my head..but apparently i got nudged on the back of my head..so argh..went to sleep on the other side of the room..it got pretty cold later on..so went over to deb's room and viola..paul was happily on the mattress already..which leaves the uber hard plank to sleep on..haha..but wth lah..just had to make do with it lah..really wanted to leave like early in the morning..but it just kept pouring and we really didnt had a proper meal the whole day lah..snacking here and there..
and seriously we just kept playing cards throughout..and right until i left like 9pm that night..we were still playing cards lor..hahaha..addicted to it liao..and that deb..happily asked ppl to do a forfeit if we lost in the card game..haha..guess what..she was the first loser and had to perform a wierd dance..i mean really wierd dance..hahhaha..came back kena suan by my dad say buay paiseh stay at ppl's hse for so long..and actually is really buay paiseh one lah..just kept my mouth shut lah..hhahaha..nothing better to say just keep quiet lor..hahaha
oh well so much for Christmas and then the new year is coming..kinda real fast man..time really flies..oh well..so much my Christmas stories..im really cutting short my whole Christmas events lah..just too tired to blog everything down..but well..it was really fun especially having deb back..the craziness she injects back into our lives is really refreshing i must say..hhahaha..anyway i need to get bathed and get to sleep le..gonna have a pretty long day tml too!!
the smile is a good headstart i hope
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/29/2006 11:58:00 pm
Friday, December 22, 2006
and the failures of my hands
i looked back and saw the regrets
of the decisions of my failed past
filled with green envy
and hatred of a scorned man
i took control of my future
with changed hands
but what respite is there
for a man to trust in himself?
is there not a God
that trust can be placed in?
so i stood on bended knees
to place all my everything
into the hands of the Almighty
for the very success of my life
i saw the success of a man
and the failures of my hands
i looked back and saw the regrets
of the decisions of my failed past
filled with green envy
and hatred of a scorned man
i took control of my future
with changed hands
but what respite is there
for a man to trust in himself?
is there not a God
that trust can be placed in?
so i stood on bended knees
to place all my everything
into the hands of the Almighty
for the very success of my life
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/22/2006 11:18:00 pm
Prophecy on 6th Dec 2006 (Power Encounter - Rev Ong Sek Leng)
You are not a broken guitar. Sometimes you feel as though as if you are just like a clinging cymbal, and it's just banging and knocking its way through and you wonder what you are actually doing. Sometimes even when you are in a worship atmosphere, you feel so hypocritical and it seems that you are just going through the motion, although your heart is really passionate, a heart that longs after God.
But the Lord your God would even say this day to you, "son, it is all going to change. You don't have to live in the environment anymore, and I will bring about that change and I will cause it to arise." says the Lord. "I will bring about a revival into your soul. There is nothing wrong with you. In your heart, you have a passion for God, but I am going to allow you, I am going to bring about a release of my presence, so that you can begin to not only lead in worship, but you can, not only play in worship, and be in that worship ministry, but you will be a worshipper yourself," says the Lord.
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/22/2006 12:02:00 am
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
its your resolve..your own will to make it happen
still in the valley..wondering when will it end
its your resolve..your own will to make it happen
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/20/2006 10:24:00 pm
Monday, December 18, 2006
was kinda pondering over it for quite some time..and mind you it's real tempting to just pray for God to turn back time for you to go back to correct where you went wrong..where you bombed out..and so many times though outwardly i have always proclaimed that even if God gave me such a choice to turn back to change my life i wouldnt..the inner man is always telling me otherwise..it really aint easy coz of the fact that when guilt overwhelms you, all you really wanna do is just make right once again and the easiest way to make right with God is just pray that He turns back time for you rather than going on your pitiful knees and apologising to Him and asking for forgiveness again..
but from the bottom of my heart..seriously speaking.if i really was giving such an option by God i really wont know what to do..its like if i say yes..its as good as being a hypocrite coz of the fact that how many times i have said that i wont want my history changed so that i can live better in the present..but i just guess God really wont give such an option..neither to anyone else..
i guess it just will not happen..not even in a million chance..its the life changing experience that you go through such trials that will really mold and make you the person not you want it to be..but the person whom God wants to see..as i really look back in my life for the past yr..so many times i have really just threw and gave up..the times i just turned back and just said enough is enough God..i have enough of all these..anymore i will just cave in..the times when people get pissed at me..and seriously speaking if i have pissed anyone out there and your reading this forgive me please!!
i dun even know why im on this topic..but i think its just the new year coming and i just wanna make my life right before God..to really set myself in order with the Lord..
oh well..enough said i guess..gtg sleep..zzz monster attacking..
ever like heard of such phrases: "if you could turn back time, would you? or "if you could change some stuffs about you, what would you change?"
was kinda pondering over it for quite some time..and mind you it's real tempting to just pray for God to turn back time for you to go back to correct where you went wrong..where you bombed out..and so many times though outwardly i have always proclaimed that even if God gave me such a choice to turn back to change my life i wouldnt..the inner man is always telling me otherwise..it really aint easy coz of the fact that when guilt overwhelms you, all you really wanna do is just make right once again and the easiest way to make right with God is just pray that He turns back time for you rather than going on your pitiful knees and apologising to Him and asking for forgiveness again..
but from the bottom of my heart..seriously speaking.if i really was giving such an option by God i really wont know what to do..its like if i say yes..its as good as being a hypocrite coz of the fact that how many times i have said that i wont want my history changed so that i can live better in the present..but i just guess God really wont give such an option..neither to anyone else..
i guess it just will not happen..not even in a million chance..its the life changing experience that you go through such trials that will really mold and make you the person not you want it to be..but the person whom God wants to see..as i really look back in my life for the past yr..so many times i have really just threw and gave up..the times i just turned back and just said enough is enough God..i have enough of all these..anymore i will just cave in..the times when people get pissed at me..and seriously speaking if i have pissed anyone out there and your reading this forgive me please!!
i dun even know why im on this topic..but i think its just the new year coming and i just wanna make my life right before God..to really set myself in order with the Lord..
oh well..enough said i guess..gtg sleep..zzz monster attacking..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/18/2006 12:00:00 am
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Album: Undone
Song title: Everything Impossible
Verse One:
I was taught to be practical in everything I do
holding on to what is tangible and then came You
That's when I found myself so far away from everything I knew
I took a leap of faith
Even though You're difficult for me to explain
I know I'll never be the same
Chorus:
You're everything I cannot see, You're everything I cannot say
I know it all seems so illogical but that's okay
You're the love you give to me, You're the love I give away
Am'Cause You are everything impossible and that's okay
That's okay
Verse Two:
All the things that make no sense to me, draw me to you
Like finding freedom by surrendering, can it be true?
With everything I can and cannot know, this mystery
Is bringing life to me
And all this love I have for You I can't contain
I know I'll never be the same
Bridge:
What's so hard to understand, what I cannot comprehend
Is that You love me the way I am
Artiste: MercyMe
Album: Undone
Song title: Everything Impossible
Verse One:
I was taught to be practical in everything I do
holding on to what is tangible and then came You
That's when I found myself so far away from everything I knew
I took a leap of faith
Even though You're difficult for me to explain
I know I'll never be the same
Chorus:
You're everything I cannot see, You're everything I cannot say
I know it all seems so illogical but that's okay
You're the love you give to me, You're the love I give away
Am'Cause You are everything impossible and that's okay
That's okay
Verse Two:
All the things that make no sense to me, draw me to you
Like finding freedom by surrendering, can it be true?
With everything I can and cannot know, this mystery
Is bringing life to me
And all this love I have for You I can't contain
I know I'll never be the same
Bridge:
What's so hard to understand, what I cannot comprehend
Is that You love me the way I am
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/17/2006 12:34:00 am
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
had a busy day on saturday..was at soccer as usual..hahaha..so shiok lah the matches that i played..quite pleased with my ks skill..hahaha..and the M clan can testify to that lah..haha..then went to church for the Christmas prac..told amy that i wasnt really interested to dance lor..haiz..dunno also lah..kinda sian of the whole thing also? not too sure why..maybe its just myself..anyway after the choir part..i left for orchard and must thank benson for the free ride to orchard man..damn nice of him to tobang me there coz he was going to bugis and me to orchard..kinda out of the way for him lor..
met up with my mum, aunt and sis..got a free nike shirt from my sisters..hahaha..then after that went to shop for my IPOD!!! FREEEEEEE!! mwhahahha..damn nice lah..i was just so impressed at how apple goes out of the way to impress its clients with the nifty touches it gives to its product..wootz!! must thank my parents and aunt for buying me the ipod!! woot!! its like the best bday gift i have so far recieved..i wonder what could be better..and i may know what lah hahahah =)
and there i go boasting of my newest gadget!! hahaha
Had a birthday blast last saturday..have to thank my parents and sisters; auntie; M clan aka Gideon, Jere & Jay; Cai Hua; Rachel Chin the violent 10yr fren; my good brother Jeremy; Danny; the 3 siblings Jamie Amanda and somA; Timothy; Eugene; Jerome the noobster; Surprise sms from aus from Wei Mei!!; Ming Sheng; Samantha; Rui Shen the ever kanjiong poly fren; Ming Sheng also another surprise for me coz after all these years my bb junior still remembered my bday!; the edward sisters Rachael and Sarah and the lil' brother gerrard; max; benson; Ps Glen and Jean; Kelvin Chua; Franky; ZQ and Dom the inseparables; Ps Wilson; KJ; Daniel aka Bi Bird and the many that may have wished me but i forgotten about you..a big THANK YOU!!! you guys really made my day all the more better..
had a busy day on saturday..was at soccer as usual..hahaha..so shiok lah the matches that i played..quite pleased with my ks skill..hahaha..and the M clan can testify to that lah..haha..then went to church for the Christmas prac..told amy that i wasnt really interested to dance lor..haiz..dunno also lah..kinda sian of the whole thing also? not too sure why..maybe its just myself..anyway after the choir part..i left for orchard and must thank benson for the free ride to orchard man..damn nice of him to tobang me there coz he was going to bugis and me to orchard..kinda out of the way for him lor..
met up with my mum, aunt and sis..got a free nike shirt from my sisters..hahaha..then after that went to shop for my IPOD!!! FREEEEEEE!! mwhahahha..damn nice lah..i was just so impressed at how apple goes out of the way to impress its clients with the nifty touches it gives to its product..wootz!! must thank my parents and aunt for buying me the ipod!! woot!! its like the best bday gift i have so far recieved..i wonder what could be better..and i may know what lah hahahah =)
and there i go boasting of my newest gadget!! hahaha
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/05/2006 10:15:00 pm
Monday, December 04, 2006
i saw..i yearned..i so wanted..was it lust of the eyes?..i told God about it..how much i wanted it..it was as though my patience was really drawing thin..its been a long long wait..but still no light in the tunnel? i don't know..but i hope God knows what He's doing to and for me..im sure He knows what i want/need and He's going to provide for me..
bless me Lord
that my hands will be used for Your work
my feet to walk the path of righteousness
that my eyes see the visions You give
my ears ever listening to Your word
that my mouth speak Your truth
even as i sense Your presence
that my heart beats as one with Yours
and to always know of Your unfailing love
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 12/04/2006 10:16:00 pm