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oh well..im having my 2nd official book out to date..so not that bad..left 3more months before im out of tekong..anyway..had graduation ceremony just last wednesday and it was kinda fun seeing some of my poly friends having moved on from their studies and to the stuffs they want or need to do..kinda glad for them that they are persuing their interests..anyway got to take loads of photos with my friends and of coz my lecturers..haha..if i have the time i may post them up online..but unlikely given the time im given off during the weekends..haha..
woot!! im finally out of my confinement period!! and thats definitely exciting news to me!! but i have to book in tml to that stupid island called tekong and im having the dreaded feeling of going back to that place..well..actually the place is kinda nice..just the people there makes me dread the place..and well..i have to admit it..but i detest some of the people in my company..no names..but i utterly despise and detest them for their talk and actions..and i really cant find myself to be able to continue with their thrash for the next 3months+..i was like really depressed after a few days in coz i really didn't know how to take things as they were..but i realised that if i am ever to be in the ministry to serve God..these will be the people that God wants me to reach out to..and i just have to stay strong to fight against the 'chao keng' attitude of mine..coz i really have this mentality to just run away from things when i cant get it my way..its a real habit..and when i finally thought it through..i was thinking like why not God, let this be the time where You mold me into Your image..make me the person You want me to be and not the person i want to be..and really thank God for sending a Christian friend to my bunk..and i happened to know him from NYP..it wasn't just coincidence..and i really think its God's appointment..coz he told he prayed for another Christian to be in the same bunk..and i too had prayed for some Christian to come along my path when im in tekong..and really truly God has acknowledged our prayers and i was really glad that it happened this way coz i know without this Christian friend of mine..i don't know what would become of me few months down the road with the kind of people im around the whole day..and i really thank God for everything..even for placing such people around me to really let me experience..oh well i have to go read my bible and really pray for God's favour and strength..whoever is reading this..please please really help me to pray for that too..coz i really dunno how to continue without God because when your in there you really dont have much to depend on..and really all you have is just God..and pray that i can continue to put all my hope and trust in God to know He will carry my through..thanks peeps!! blog again!!
woot!! hahaha..another few hours and i will be in tekong..so take care peeps!! cya in 3 weeks time and continue to pray for me!!! and yeah..just sms if you guys need anything..haha..will reply asap..
wah..another 2 more days!!!!! unbelievable that the Lord has brought me thus far! haha..oh well..not prepared also have to go in prepared..haha..oh well..not much stuffs left to pack lah..just some of the documents that i need to bring to tekong lah..so actually nothing much left lah..haiz..im kinda sian now coz im like giving the govt 2yrs of my life to slack..so thats really unbelievable lah..oh well..just hope that really everything goes smoothly when i go in can liao..