|
|
ok..i din wake up and run..hahahaha..din even hear my alarm lor..sian 1/2..hahaha..then slept all the way to about 8+ then realise..aiyah..so late liao..might as well slp somemore..hahahahaha..woke up 10+..hahaha..nowadays damn piggified (what a word!)..yah lor..sian lah..sch gonna start again..the amount of work! crap!
woot! CNY!! hahahahaa..collected alot of angbaos liao!!! totalling 362!!! hahaha..not bad lah..mai hiam can liao..now can go repair my guitar plug in le..heehee..still got balance can save up! hahaha..anyone wants extra new year goodies?? please save me from gaining extra weight!! i am going to wake up tml morning 5am to go run! haha..will blog to tell u guys if i really did not lah..hahhaa..kk..i still got work to do..damn sad lah..holidays still have to do work..sad case..haha..ciao peeps..
sometimes i feel like slapping myself on the face for being such a hypocrite..here i am telling people not to think too much and stuff..but in my heart im thinking of something else..haiz..you brood of vipers!! that was what Jesus called the hypocritical pharisees..and maybe rightly so..oh God!! save me from this emotional distress..for putting on a mask!
Just for me
yesterday was one of the few most depressing times in my life..it was just totally horrible lah..[i just realised my backspace button cannot press..zzzz..] but yah..it was just totally horrible lor..haiz..but thank God for much prayers and even for my mum even though i was like totally mad for no reason..even at her..haha..she even came to pray for me..even for jane..for that poem she found that so comforted me in my times of distress..yah..thank you! and thank You God for even lifting me up from my pit of depression..and giving my joy and peace again..woohoo..
as i have always said and always continue to say..science is crap and im learning crap..so yah..i just understand how man can be clever yet so stupid at the same time..haiz..God i think i just leave it to You lah..there really is nothing that i can do other then just being the person you want me to be..
went to buy the matt redman cd - Blessed be Your Name on thursday..though got alot of songs already repeated liao..but yah..i think the way he sings and the way the band plays the song..i think its just totally different from the other versions..the cd had this clip of their church singing heart of worship..so when i was viewing it..i was like: wow! they really know what it means to worship God..as in they really practice what they preach..at the end of the song..they had this verse from Leviticus 9:24 - and when all the people saw it, they shouted for joy and fell facedown..the word facedown just stood out like that..and they changed the camera view to the church and you could see people just postrating themselves on the floor..as in really facedown..and i was like totally in awe and not only what this church has achieved with its congregation..but also amazed at what God has done to this individual lives that He really turned this lives around to seek Him with all their heart..
for the past few days..really have been trying hard to study..but i dunno why leh like somehow lost the zeal and concentration to study? could be coz of all the holidays and stuff lah..but people pray for me man!! tests are next week!!! and im not prepared!! ok..maybe im freaking out too much..guess only God can help me now!!
Lord i wish to serve you ALL my life..only You can satisfy me..
dunno lah..im just too happy today..hahahaha..
with the New Year..means must make resolutions..so here are mine:
HAPPIE NEWW YEARRRR to EVERYONE!!!