Friday, October 28, 2005
woohoo!! finally got my chance to lead worship!! yahoo!! haha..ok..technicalities first..abit cock up lah..coz there were some co-ordination problems..but guess what? if God is for us..who can be against us?? haha!! over it went well..though i was nervous and stuff..but yah..i achieved what i wanted during for the worship..to bring God's presence in..so the 4 songs were:
1. Open the eyes of my heart
2. Jesus my Lord my life
3. Perfect King
4. All I need is You
well..no point to go into the cock-ups..coz im not going to let it over shadow the work that God did during the worship..I really sang my heart all in Jesus my Lord my life..God started moving then in the congregation..then Perfect King was a build-up to the last song..when i started to sing All I need is You..the presence of God just *boom* came in..i really felt it was God moving..so real..really thank God..coz before the practice and before the service..i prayed that we the musicians, backup singers and me the worship leader would be just mere instruments of a greater work that God is going to do in the service..and yea..God answered it..i really thank God..it really brought me into a deeper understanding of God's awesome wonders lah..
now that is behind me..im starting to prepare for the next one liao..though it should be easier lah..but i really wanna continue bringing that same thing..or something better into the worship..some different everytime..our God is a God of creativity..so i believe with God..nothing should be a problem!! woohoo!! being elated is an understatement..haha..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/28/2005 10:01:00 pm
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
woohoo!! midweek!! 2 more days to me leading worship..dunno lah..but im still feeling excited!! woohoooo!! hahaha..anyway..today had choir practice again..well..haiz..no point blogging the uphappiness..no point in acting foolish like those people lah..dun argue with a fool lest you be like one yourself..really do hope they will mature out of their childish thinking..oh well..had a super good lunch today..though i forgot to call wei sheng..which entirely slip my mind (which always happens when you rot too long at home)..we were laughing until like mad the whole time..making jokes of lisa especially..i really hope she din feel offended..haha..but well..it was funny lah..see people laughing..reminds me of patch adams..haha..think its just such a joy to bring happiness and joy into other ppl's lifes..it somehow impacts their lifes too..
anyway..tml going for sis seaward's class..i think its kinda been beneficial for me to go down weekly ever since my hols..
1. coz im slacking at home and have nothing to do..
2. some extra spiritual food
so i thought why not..and indeed has been beneficial lah..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/25/2005 11:35:00 pm
Sunday, October 23, 2005
actually posted this..but apparently it didn't send properly lah..anyway..im gonna worship lead for youth this coming friday!! woohoo!! but amidst all my excitement (coz i haven worship led for quite some time liao)..im feeling kinda nervous about the whole thing..coz apparently not doing it for some time will get you the jitters and butterflies..but well..im really praying (ok..kinda hypocrite here coz im not on my knees seeking God for help..soon soon..i will do it!) and with all faith believing God's presence and spirit will move through the whole service..that im only an instrument for His glory and honour..keep me in your prayers..coz i think i still have to get one more song? and im at a lost at which song to pick..coz there are so many good songs..but i need a song that will allow God's anointing to fall on service..so keep me in your prayers!! ok..ciaoz..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/23/2005 12:10:00 am
Monday, October 17, 2005
been abandoning my blog recently..haha..oh well..at least im back here writing lah..anyway..last week quite exciting and busy lah..tuesday received my results..got a B+..so wasted lah..heard got quite a number of ppl got A and i got a B+..sian diao! but aiyah..alvin and donny leh..what to expect..sure very strict and very unbiased de..haha..oh well..so im not gonna complain anymore about it lah..they think B+ is what i deserved then B+ i will deserve..so be it lah..
then on wednesday went for my NS medical..mwhahaha..kena pes BP!! LOL..slack ah! actually no lor..coz the thing is that got extra 2months of BMT -.-''' but aiyah..they are paying me to train leh!! not bad lah..hahahaha..but the stupid thing was that the medical took 4 1/2 hours!! liew!! super waste time man..especially the vocational assessment thingy..it was like some IQ test..that one took 1hr+ lah..when i left the room after that test..i thought i almost died..coz it felt like sitting for some exam and it had just drained everything out of me lah..after finishing that still had this stupid survey..something which im not gonna comment too much on the blog..especially with those people checking your blogs to see if they can get you for defamation, racist remarks or any kind of the sorts to put you in jail since the prison wardens are so free..so better keep a tight lip on my feelings of that survey..after that rushed down to church to attend sis seaward lesson on freedom in Christ..thought it was quite an interesting lesson lah..well..guess i will be attending it for the next 2 weeks of my hols since i have nothing to do at home..
friday was at youth service..hmm..worship was yah..abit horrible lah..playing here and there..but well..looking at the positive side of it..we can reach hillsongs united standard..seriously speaking man..its more of let go and let God then 100% man works..coz in church it never works that way..yea..so im praying very hard coz im suppose to lead worship next friday? yah..need all the prayers i can get!! woohoo!! can't wait..im like very excited yet nervous lah..but pray pray pray!! hehe..sermon was quite ok..talking about paul's life..something that we seldom look at..
saturday was a super busy day..woke up early morning to play soccer..went back church to have a shower and went for music practice..straight after practice had a sunday school meeting..reached home 4.55..bathed and then left home at 5.15 to meet danny to go down the campfire..well..was quite ok lah..just went back to catch up with some friends lah..saw some people that i really wasn't keen to see..guess that scar still hurts..oh well..praying for that release lah..no point to harbour it anymore..left the place at 10.35..came home took a shower and was in time for the second half of the man utd match..didn't sleep until like 12.35 like that..fierce man..haha..
well yesterday was ok lah..church service was good as usual..just that i got kinda tired halfway through the sermon and took a short nap..LOL..next time i better sleep earlier man..haha..anyway..after church went to marina square for lunch..wah not bad leh..the renovations more or less complete le..think the layout of the shopping centre is kinda nice..just that now abit confusing lah..haha..went to eat carl's jnr for the first time in my whole life..wasted 10bucks on the whole meal..actually was more then that lah..but ZQ didn't wanted the coins..so yah..haha..freeeeeeeeeeeee! LOL..anyway..i thought the burger was kinda worth it? coz i almost couldn't finish it..had to force it all down lah..dun wanna waste it lor..almost died at the end of the burger eating saga..haha..the burger wasn't big..it was HUGE!!! way way huge!! BK's whooper is big..carl's jnr burgers are HUGE!!! i think i ate the double western bacon cheeseburger i think..couldn't really remember the name..but ZQ was commenting that it was damn sinful lah..all the fats and oil..which i nodded in full agreement lah..now i finally realised how come all the angmohs all so big size lah..fierce! haha..then after went to play pool..didn't play all that well..could be because stomach was too full..so cannot bend down properly..LOL..played daytona after pool..sian..lost all 3 rounds lah..cass won all 3 lah!! that stupid kenneth lah..last turn then come bang me!! irritating..LOL..anyway was fun lah..was actually supposed to meet ws and the rest up at amk..but then they canceled it coz too little ppl..hhaaha..oh well..came back and rest lor..was too tired anyway..
today? nothing better to do..was just slacking whole day the computer and getting nagged at for doing that..sian sian sian..k lah..gtg peeps..ciaoz! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/17/2005 09:47:00 pm
Saturday, October 15, 2005
been a week since i last blogged..hmm..quite happening lah..haha..firstly got my final year project results..got a B+..haha..aiyah..not bad liao lor..haha..was really expecting an A..so elusive!! haiz..but well..im still glad lah..B+ not bad lah..haha..given my standard..can lah! haha..then went for NS medical checkup on wednesday..not too bad..at least nothing wrong with me physically lah..kena PES BP..haha..go extra BMT..but well..unless i can pass my NAPFA and slim down to the desired weight..yah..then sure go extra BMT de..but i think it will be a good training lah..
i think i got some other stuffs to blog lah..but haiz..abit tired liao..maybe i will blog tml..ciaoz..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/15/2005 11:55:00 pm
Saturday, October 08, 2005
How long Lord will my prayers go unanswered?
The lillies of the valley that You have clothed
The sparrows in the air that You have fed
Where O Lord is the micracle that you promised?
When You say that I meant the world to You?
I lifted my hands to You day and night
But where art Thou?
You seem a million miles away
Where art Thou?
When all I need is You
At last, the call of desperation rings out to the Heavens
But all I got was the reply of blowing winds
All my hopes crushed!
I am defeated!
When Lord, will You come true?
But Lord, though my hope is crushed,
Faith within arises
To set the flame burning again
Once again, I turn to You
When all else fails, I turn to You
My body frail and weak
But my strength is the Lord!
Rise up O downcasted soul!
Praise His wonderful name!
For His name is great and greatly to be praised!
Where men fail, Lord You never fail
Take heart! For the Lord's plans are not yours!
Fix your eyes on Jesus
The author and finisher of our faith
For His hand is never too short to bless you.
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/08/2005 03:50:00 pm
well..most of you must have seen this joke before..but when i was reading it..it still tickled me..so here goes:
Lee Sum Wan : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan?
Mr.Saw Lee : Yes, you can speak to me.
Lee Sum Wan : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!
Mr Saw Lee : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Lee Sum Wan : I'm Sum Wan and I need to talk to Annie Wan! It's urgent.
Mr. Saw Lee : I know u are someone and u want totalk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Lee Sum Wan : Well just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother, Noe Wan was involved in anaccident. Noe wan got injured and now Noe Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now Avery Wan is on his way to the hospital.
Mr. Saw Lee : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital from the accident that isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Lee Sum Wan : You are so rude! Who are you?
Mr. Saw Lee : I'm Saw Lee.
Lee Sum Wan : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!
LOL..the wonders of singlish! haha
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/08/2005 01:01:00 am
Thursday, October 06, 2005
woohoo..finally blogger is finally fixed up..FINALLY! anyway..today ain't exciting at all lah..another day of rotting and rotting..nothing much..just ROTTING..haha..ok..im crapping lah..really didn't play alot today..was just on the computer listening to some nice songs..shiokness only..haha..gonna start running tml..start training for NAPFA..ok maybe not NAPFA..its like only in a months time lah..so maybe at least can train for army lah..haha..yah..i dun wanna like put on weight during the hols..which i always do..so maybe run a few rounds..even 2 or 3 rounds is fine with me..i just need to exercise lah..haha..hopefully i can even make it past the 1st round lah..later i faint at the 1st round then i really dunno what to say liao man..LOL..medical checkup next week..sian..the small boy's dream is always to be a man..to go NS..now? when ur about to enter NS..its not really a man thing anymore..you come to realise what the heck are they doing to 2yrs of my life!! haha..oh well..can't escape from that..so might as well change the mindset to look forward to it? haha..i think im seriously mad man..oh well..kk..gotta go..ciao! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/06/2005 11:16:00 pm
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
this is like getting so boring lah..just my 3rd day into my holidays and im bored already..as in not just bored..im beyond bored..last time i use to take the holidays like some party camp..eat sleep play..nothing else..now when i try to do..i will be like oh my goodness!! clement what the heck are you trying to do to yourself? get a life man! yah..i think i seriously need to get a life..theres better things to do then just coop myself at home..hmm..maybe i shld do something tml..hmm..for starters..how about eat sleep and play? thats something for me to do..LOL..but seriously speaking..i have been telling myself that i need to get myself a part time job..and the weekends are already coming..hmm..not sure if i still can secure one..hopefully bah..was thinking of working at the 7-11 downstairs..haha..so convinient lah..just walk down and there ya go! no need to go until NUS..haha..yada yada (learnt from gim ann..bad influence)
oh my goodness..i really can't take this boredom man..last time i used to be the number 1 slacker..now? look at me? im a workaholic now..after attachment and project..i need to work!! work work..more work? haha..anyway..got a new haircut today..told the uncle i wanted short hair..not that my hair is not short enough..i wanted it shorter..guess what..im stuck in between short hair and botak..hows near botak for a description..LOL..showed daffy a picture..she wanted to see how 'cute' i was..rather how ah beng i looked..yah..my mum told me that i look like some ah beng from army sia..haha..jialat..now go out..just kena condemn as army boy..haha..where your 11B!! LOL..im hoping that someone asks me that leh..then i show my IC..hahahaha..ok..i think im mad..back to the topic of my hair..yah..but not bad lah..as long as i think its ok..who cares man? haha..besides..its gonna grow back in weeks to come..so make full use of the 9bucks lor (yes i spent 9bucks for a haircut..its the cheapo kind..malay barber..cheap but reliable..dun forget that i got a conservative dad at home..any funny thing i do to my hair..hmm..well..you go figure)..yah..ok lah..didn't wanted this to be a long post..oh well..gotta go..ciao! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/05/2005 11:29:00 pm
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
was playing the guitar yesterday when my guitar string broke..crap!! when i play until so shiok then snap at the wrong time..was telling jeremy on sunday that i have a feeling the my guitar strings are gonna snap soon..and guess what..it really did lah..sian..anyway it was time for me to change them lah..coz the fact was that there was some funny sounds coming out when i start playing the guitar..din wanna waste money just restringing if the strings dun snap..so took the opportunity to give my guitar a better sound..weee..the thing was that when i restringed it..i turn the knobs the other way round..at least i think i did..ack! at least it still sound the same lah..who cares! LOL..
holidays are boring times man..was home the whole day..AGAIN!! and doing what? NOTHING!! i seriously need a job..i need to get my mind and hands working..idle hands give birth to idle minds..yah..anybody out there got other lobang besides at co-op which is so faaaaaaarrrrrr away from my house..please let me know eh? anyway..nothing much to blog lah..since theres no happenings around with me getting cooped up in the house all day..oh well..ciaoz..cheerios peeps!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/04/2005 10:58:00 pm
Monday, October 03, 2005
i am so in neeeeed of a job..a part time job will do..anyone got lobang?? if got lobang tell me k?
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/03/2005 06:10:00 pm
Sunday, October 02, 2005
was in church today..they had childrens day celebrations..the church actually gave them this torch light cum compass cum whistle..kinda cheapo..but well..at least something given..makes the children happy..guess its all that matters..anyway..the children had a fun time lah..they had this skit about miracles..thought it was a pretty well thought script coz there was this salesman that went around selling miracles but it turned up to be a hoax..only God can give miracles and thats only when we focus our eyes on Him..so after the skit, games..they had some finger food..nuggest, sausages and sandwiches..yummy! haha..
today's sermon was acknowledging that God is sovereign over everything..over every situation, against all odds God will always be there to lead and guide you through it all..obedience to the Lord is what is needed..nothing else..was a strong but clear message out to the people that this is the time when God weighs the actions of your hearts..He checks the motives that lies within..
so after the service came home then left to meet natasha and geraldine to go to the airport together..was fun taking the train with them lah..natasha was entertaining us with her riddles..heehee!! im so smart!! guessed most of her riddles right!! i got high IQ!! haha..sent the people off to australia..si te's parents din go to the gate there..but while they bade farewell i saw them tearing in the eye..kinda sad coz i nv like to see people cry..really makes me wanna cry also..im serious..im an emotional person..if you start crying and i cant get you to stop..i myself will start crying for no reason..maybe thats why im created uniquely by God..guess that his parents were also proud of him..the parents joy to see their son all grown up would have probably caused them to tear too..anyway..cya guys in 2 months time!! had makan at popeye's again..last time sent weisheng off also ate at there..food was ok..then had the privilege to send natasha home..was nice sending her home..
came home kinda tired liao..thats why now i dunno what i writing on this blog..haha..kk..i think i better go sleep le..ciao peeps! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/02/2005 11:54:00 pm
Saturday, October 01, 2005
just remembered something that happened to me last sunday during worship..think it was the first service worship..when the music was in free worship mode..and everyone was just worshipping the Lord..while i was worshipping the Lord, singing in the spirit, speaking in tongues in tuned with the music..i suddenly felt the urged to sing it louder..worship harder..and the next thing that hit me blew my mind away..it was as though i was lifted above that thick cloud that hinders worship with God..suddenly i thought i was flying in the air..given wings to fly towards heaven..i can still remember that feeling because it just felt all too real for me..for once i really thought i was flying to heaven..soaring above everything..the feeling just felt too wonderful to behold..theres nothing to describe that feeling..maybe the closest one that i can think of is the freedom of worship, soaring to greater heights..and i do believe that when God allowed me to experience something so divine, there was a purpose behind it..it was like a calling for me to always return to His presence no matter what the situation is..whatever that i am facing in life..to really turn to Him and He will give me wings to soar above every problems..that feeling just felt so wonderful..
anyway..off to watch soccer now..fulham vs man utd! woohoo!! ciao! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 10/01/2005 09:47:00 pm