Wednesday, August 31, 2005
weeeeeeee!! haha..ok..got to admit..didn't go TLL this morning..but instead went back to secondary school early in the morning! haha..i think its gonna be ranked as one the craziest thing clement ever did..haha..so early lah..took train with the school kids even..haha..miss the good old days though..
anyway, about going back school to visit the teachers..quite fun lah..this time actually talk to quite a few teachers lor..haha..the surprising thing was that actually some of them remembered me lah..Ms Teo, my physics teacher could even remember my name!! i was like shell shocked! haha..its been years since i graduated lah..and she still remembers me..very touched..very touched indeed..i was actually telling natasha that if a teacher remembers you, its either you were such a good student worthy of remembering, or you were such a bad student that made the teachers so unforgiving..i will leave it to you to decide what kind of student i was in sch lah..haha..go figure..
sat through the whole assembly..haha..its been ages since i last stood in the parade square singing the national anthemn..felt wierd lah..haha..then had their usual devotion..this yr they had something different lah..they were to dress 'retro' like..only some decided to wear 'retro' clothes..and apparently, there weren't even retro lah! haha..so they had ms cheok (kcp's very own dancing queen) to show some retro dance steps..haha..very funny man! not that she danced wierd or what..but the thing was that the teachers themselves were damn enthusiastic about it..ever seen Mr Lawrence Tan dancing? well..he was..and very happy to even..haha..it was quite a site to behold..
they then had this walk through behind the canal then down street 14 then back to school..joined them in the walk along the canal only..not bad leh actually..last time had to do the aces day workout..boring and not exciting..cannot talk somemore..talk also kena scolded..haha..at least now while you walk, you exercise..and you can talk as much as you want with your friends without even being reprimanded by the teachers..anyway while walking, was talking to mrs chow (biology teacher)..she was asking me about my project coz i told her that i was doing my final yr project..so now i realise the difficulty in explaining in layman terms..well..at least i tried..anyway, she said that they are having some life sciences competition and they need good ideas..so she wanted me to try to think of something up..i was like: Eh? u sure not?..haha..and she really did mean business coz she asked me to take down her number and call her once i think of something up..*sweats* anyway, parted ways once we reached the main road..took the bus back to yio chu kang..
on the bus was talking to natasha about sch and stuffs..she was like asking me whether i late not..coz it was 9 liao realised that she got cell tech test..All the best for your cell tech test!! Prayed that you are gonna do well! haha..abit lagging lah..but yah..better late then never..and God is never late to do His miracles!
so was back in the lab today..today so hot lah..weather is really a killer man..even the corridors machiam like no air-con lah..really humid..but thank God lah..at least the sun is still there today when i woke up..thank God for everything..at the end of the day really got tired out..came home and took a nap first before cell group..talking about cell group..better go now..gonna be late le! haha..ciao peeps! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/31/2005 07:32:00 pm
Tuesday, August 30, 2005


saw the guitars while i was doing a search online..ooo..so nice!!! makes me wanna drool!! how i wish i could own one of them..especially the white one!! haha..
anyway, as requested, this is an entry for daffy!! haha..she arh!! anyway thanks to daffy that i can edit those images..gave the program name so i can go find and download it off the net..its free somemore!! haha..kudos to her!!
oh well..today was a relatively boring day in school..got briefed by Dr Donny on her part of the project..apparently its gonna be alot alot alot alot alot of work..and i need proper time management..never in all my life have been pushed to work so hard! almost out of breadth le..somemore i have to go TLL to collect zebrafish embryos tml..need to wake up so early!! *yawnz* i need my beauty sleep man..desperately! and imagine i have to collect 1000 embryos!! jialat lah..next week whole week from tuesday have to down TLL..there goes another week of my beauty sleep..oh well..better dun complain lah..thank God that i even have sound sleep..with that typhoon raging the States now..really thank God i can sleep peacefully..
oh well..better get going now..maybe gonna slack awhile more then visit lala land le..bye peeps!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/30/2005 09:12:00 pm
Monday, August 29, 2005
ok..im back!! heh..
anyway about yesterday's message, the message was mainly about tithings to God..and apparently, pastor fred wasn't all that focus about monetary tithings, definitely we have to tithe 10% of our income..but this time it was the tithing of time to God..kinda hit me hard..tithe my time to God? hmm..which is true..God gave us time, and to be good stewards of His time, we should firstly tithe a portion to Him..so everyday 2.4hours is to be tithe back to God..spending time with Him, reading the Word, etc..another thing was about the term giving..everytime we tithe, we say we give back a portion of what we have to God..but apparently the word shouldn't be give..more like returning a portion of what He has given to us..by the word giving, it would mean something doing something extra..so lets say ur income is 1000, so tithes would be 100bucks a month..tithing 100bucks would mean we are just returning the portion back to God..but by giving, we would say tithe 150bucks..we return 100, and give 50 extra..so yah..kinda made me realise that im sometimes guilty of shortchanging God..
anyway, after church went to raffles place BK for lunch..junk food again..2 days in a row..kinda sick and tired of it junk foods now..haiz..anyway after lunch, went to swee lee to see see look look..haha..didn't really aim any guitars lah..coz currently my aim is to get a Taylor Big Baby..woohoo..just thinking of it makes me excited..but when i was looking around, saw some nice ibanex acoustic guitars..ok..designs are nice..but apparently ibanez isn't well known for its acoustic guitars..they are more well known for their bass guitars..so yah..stop short of thinking getting one..coz if im getting another acoustic, i rather buy a more expensive then one which is around the same price range as mine (sometimes or most of the time the price justifies the quality of the guitar)..besides..im also planning to get an electric..not anytime soon i guess.but somewhere in the future i hope..haha..so many things to get..so little $$$..any sponsors out there?? LOL..anyway, got some stuffs:
1. Guitar cloth - needed it to clean my guitar..kinda dusty on some parts..need good maintenance man..haha
2. Pick holder - the previous one abit spoilt..so threw that away and got myself a better one..
3. Picks!! - haha..got quite a few..im kinda crazy over guitar picks lah..haha..besides its always good to keep some spare picks around for rainy days..talk about saving up..LOL
altogether cost me $8.55! haha..ok..was doing the maths before i bought them..so i didn't really feel guilty that i bought them coz i had some spare cash around and besides i needed those items except for the picks (which is the part that made me feel guilty..haha) but oh well..felt happy after i got them..haha..the guitar machiam now my wife le..must take care properly..must sayang sayang..ok..im mad..haha
got persuaded..cheated more likely(LOL..rachel's gonna kill me if she sees this, but doubt so) into taking the bus home with rachel..she got direct bus home lah..851 from opp. bras basah..apparently 851 goes to yishun..haiz..what to do..so was talking to her on the bus..haha..not bad lah the journey..at least she din start hitting or pinching me (*ouch ouch* i wanna call childrens aid! - anyway) was talking to her when i realised that we reached bishan liao lah..so fast..haha..how time flies when u get into the mood of talking..haha..after she alighted..time for me to take a nap man..was sooo tired lah..
came home slacking doing nothing the whole night..gimmy then jio me to DoTa with his friend..apparently they 2v1 me also lose..mwhahhaa..ok ok..shldn't keep haolianing abt my achievements..but yah..was fun lah..after that went to watch soccer until 1am..*yawnz* tired man..well at least it was worth the watch coz Man Utd won!! woooohoooo!! LOL..
today in sch..nothing much lah..oh yah..did i tell you guys i decided to kope some zebrafish embryos to rear them myself? took them on friday..20 of them..now left 12..the 8 most probably died of bacteria infection bah..haha..but kinda happy that my little babes (yeap..i call them clem's babes! haha!) are doing fine..haha..then was slacking all the way lah..ok lah..not exactly lah..got do work lah..but yah..and i kena library fine again! this time $1.20!! crap! more expensive then the other time..double the price somemore..im like feeding them money man..2nd time in this sem that i kena fine le..better remember the next due date..if not 3rd time kena fine really feeding the library liao..crap!
and the weather is really a killer man..so many people getting sick..and im like still perspiring when im just sitted right beside the fan..crap..i think i go switch on my air-con le..buay tahan..kk..will blog again another time peeps..cheerios!!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/29/2005 09:59:00 pm
Sunday, August 28, 2005
ok..im gonna blog tml instead..my thoughts kinda jumbled up today..so yeap..watch out for this space
to anonymous:
yeap..true true..these are definitely the end times..so definitely such things gonna happen de..yah..just hope that when it comes..we are all prepared to meet Jesus..to have the great banquet with Him..prepare our hearts O Lord..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/28/2005 10:23:00 pm
Saturday, August 27, 2005
feeling so frustrated right now..ok..maybe vexed is the better word..couldn't use the computer to do my stuffs..was suppose to be doing my work in the afternoon lah..so that my dad can use later on in the night..guess what? i went to play game..crap! to add to that..my mum started using the computer after my dad..and she was surfing to look at mooncakes! argh! can u believe it? mooncakes! ok..maybe to set the matter straight, im not fussing over them using the laptop..its a shared property..so go ahead and use..just let me know in case i have something important coming up (final yr leh..so anything and everything can crop up unexpectedly..the 'thrills' of it)
whats more i was stoning in front of the tv watching 2 soccer matches..crap leh..suddenly became a couch potato..was watching the chelsea and tottenham match..pity tottenham..they just had the wrong referee for the match..almost every decisions went against them..kinda unfair from a neutral spectator point of view (i dun support any of the 2..but i dislike chelsea more..so much for being 'neutral')..didn't help my crazy mood right now..
something is really not quite right here..not sure why also lah..better start praying..haiz..oh well..im gonna be on my guitar for quite sometime even though its late..hope the neighbours won't mind the noise..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/27/2005 11:59:00 pm
Friday, August 26, 2005
went for youth service..sian..actually din wanna go de..coz im kinda jaded after the past few days..ok maybe not jaded..but rather lazy lah..but thank God i went lah..service went quite well..quite wierd actually coz suddenly started singing all the oldies..not that they are not nice..but its not common for youth service to sing leh..haha..but well..songs today were good..tied in pretty well with the message i guess..
message by sabrina was good too..talking about being ambassadors for Christ..struck a chord in me..as in, are my actions and the words that I speak..are they really reflecting Christ in me or am I no different from the people around me? why is that there's no one telling me: "hey! there's something different about you..but i really dunno what it is, but your just different from the others"..you know the kind of statement that says your life has made an impact in their lives..
it kinda set me to think that is my lifestyle really befitting the title of child of God? how then God for me to change? oh teach me Your ways that i may follow in Your ways..for Your ways are higher then mine..so teach me God to learn to trust and follow You..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/26/2005 11:32:00 pm
Thursday, August 25, 2005
ok..im playing minesweeper flags with gimmy now..apparently getting thrashed until like mad..oh well..who cares!!! LOL! anyway..kinda fun lah..u learn from mistakes..and yah..be a good loser..thats the most important thing..haha..
anyway..today was doing a dry run for the microarray..apparently did 96 samples on 126 slides..guessed how long it took..6hours and 23mins!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! i tell you..i really almost died stoning in the lab man..literally..so yah..was just pacing up and down the corridor the whole time..waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting for it to end..and when it finally ended..my brain almost went brain dead..crap!!
and yah..just now in the lab so funny..jeff was like disturbing me lah..so when i diao him..he somehow kena frighten..so funny lah..so from the time he came back from gym till the time he left..i was trying to pinch him lah..LOL..so funny..when he was leaving..he somemore had to check the corridor to see if i decided to 'ambush' him..haha..in the end he saw and he just faster chiong out..then i faster run after..apparently trying to catch up with him..but of course cannot lah..and today is the first time they say clement run very fast wor..haha..so cute lah the scene..machiam like some primary or secondary school corridor cathing session..
oh well..really missed the days in sec sch..the stupid fun we all had..the days in BB..doing pumpings although i nv did quite do them right..but yah..the 'brotherhood' we shared..the time when i lead worship in BB with wai kit and alex playing the guitars..the time when we went for camps..the mosquitos in ubin..BB itself was the sec sch life that i had..BB was something different..just different from the other CCA's..not that we distinguish ourselves as the best CCA in school even though we are not very well liked among the rest of the other UGs, but i guess it was the togetherness that we all had..something better than being a band of brothers..i guess it was being a band of brothers in Christ that made the difference..and i never once regretted joining BB..and i thank God for it..really thank God for it!
and this phrase has been popping up in my mind for the past few days..guess this is what the Lord is telling me:
"Blessed are the men who are pure in heart for the Lord delights greatly in them"
and i sincerely pray that God will mould me to become a man pure in heart, fervent in my works, sensitive to the Spirit that even as I serve Him, let Him increase and i decrease..that He will continue the good work in my life. Amen!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/25/2005 09:20:00 pm
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
im very bored and tired!!
anyway..came in just to blog about this particular incident
was having cell grp just now when i was carrying on my cell grp member's baby..he actually pee-ed..how nice..he was actually sitting on my lap..tot it was sweat coz he also perspire easily..scully when i handed him back to his maid, there was this BIG wet patch on my shorts..haha..then had to go change shorts lah..his mum was like so proud also..haha..say present for him to me..haha..
oh well..guess i better slp le..very tired..been a tiring week..so much stuffs to do..even more in the coming weeks..i need a good rest!! ciaoz peeps! cheerios!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/24/2005 11:29:00 pm
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
You know, i got really disturbed by such an e-mail..not that the person who sent me the e-mail is disturbing (LOL!! - no no, natasha..ur not disturbing, ur too good to be even disturbing)..
but yah..i found the contents of the e-mail very very disturbing..to think that someone would proclaim that he is the son of God? more like the son of the devil..since the devil is the father of all lies, doesn't that make the guy the son of the devil since he 'proclaimed' such a blatant and blashphemous lie!
Matthew 24 clearly says that there will be
many who will proclaim that they are the Christ and will decieve many..for the day and the hour is unknown..not even to the Son..but only the Father knows..this is what the man is doing now..deceiving many with his fantastic words and self-proclaimed wisdom, and psalms 91:8 says "you will only observe with your eyes the punishment of the wicked" and this is what is going to happen to men who do not repent..read also 1 Thessalonians 4:13-5:11 where 4:16"For the Lord himself will come down from Heaven with a loud command with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God"..if this is so..then why did only i only heard of this false prophet through the e-mail..if he is the Christ, then why didn't all earth tremble at his name because Philippians 2:10-11 says "that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father"..even all heaven and under earth trembles at His name! if Jesus really came back, it wouldn't be such a quiet affair..
Matthew 16: 27 also says that "the Son of Man is going to come in His Father's glory with his angels and then he will reward each person according to what he has done"..in Revelations 19:11-21 where Jesus will come back clothed in glory and splendour where the armies of heaven will follow Him in white horses to destroy the devil and his followers..somehow i really pray for his soul..that God will in, His great love and grace will show the man mercy..to forgive him of his shortfall..may God really have mercy on him..
but let us not get discouraged at what the enemy has thrown at us because we know that God is Almighty and He reigns on high. I always like to read psalms 91, something which i picked up from my new creation friends..a psalm that promises safety in times of danger and troubles, a psalm that promises God's protection and peace in these end days. I sincerely encourage you peeps to read and meditate on psalms 91 everyday..and pray that psalm into your life..that God will hide you under His wings..
so..do not worry people! let God's will be done in our lives and let us put our hope and faith in Him because He is our author and finisher of our faith! Amen!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/23/2005 07:06:00 pm
Got this e-mail from natasha:
CITY ALERT To the Pastors & Watchmen in the CityIt has come to our attention that a Rev. Apollo C. Quiboloy will be in Singapore on 2 October 2005 (Sunday). He will be holding the open meeting at the Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre Auditorium Suntec City.
We first came to hear of this man during one of our trips to Davao City in 2004. We heard from the local pastors about a man on television in Davao who was claiming to be the Son of God. Upon watching some of his programmes, our team saw an eloborate throne built for Rev. Apollo in the church and he was claiming that he was "the way, the truth, and the life." At the same time, he used many of the Lord's words and personalised it to himself, calling himself THE SON.
We are now alarmed to learn that he is coming to Singapore and felt it necessary to warn the churches and believers in this nation concerning his meetings.
Here are some examples of his claims that have been taken off his website:
When asked if he is Jesus Christ in the Gentile body, his reply was:-
"More than 2,000 years ago, Jesus Christ came in the flesh to testify to all that God can dwell in a human body, in the life of a man. It is here now.
The life that lived in Israel before is now here. He is now using a Gentile body (referring to himself). If He was able to come to the Jewish people, He can also come to the Gentile people." John 5:23 says, "That all men should honor the Son, even as they honor the Father. He that honoreth not the Son honoreth not the Father which hath sent him."
Concerning his role as the Son of God, he said this:- "The life of Jesus Christ is in me. If there will be another book that will be included in the Holy Scriptures, it will be the book of the fulfillment of the Old and the New Testament. This fulfillment happened in my life when God called me."
Here are several other statements that he has made:- "This great opportunity of sharing to you the divine wisdom and revelations He has bestowed upon me as His Designated Son in these last days."
"Don't miss your visitation. Hearken unto the voice of the Father now as He speaks through his Son. Treasure each word and each moment for this privilege is graced only to those who are true children of God, chosen and handpicked by the Father to receive His revelation through His Son."
He also uses Scriptures such as John 3:35, 5:20, 7:18, and 8:18 to refer to himself, even though these Scriptures are unique to Christ alone, thus making himself equal to Christ and alluding to the idea that salvation is through him.
Our Lord Himself warned us in Matthew 24:24-26, that " ...false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. See, I have told you beforehand. Therefore if they say to you, 'Look, He is in the desert!' do not go out; or 'Look, He is in the inner rooms!' do not believe it."
As shepherds and watchmen in this city, we need to warn our people concerning these meetings. They should be avoided because one cannot underestimate the power of deception. We are warned by the Lord Himself about these things, so let us not fall prey. You can check out his website at
www.kingdomofjesuschrist.org.
Sincerely
Yang Tuck Yoong
Senior Pastor
Cornerstone Community Church
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/23/2005 06:54:00 pm
Sunday, August 21, 2005
ok..i am now so bored and lazy to do my work lah..almost burnt out man..last night was burning the midnight oil to finish the slides to send to mr alvin for proof-reading..now im like stuck on this pc trying to move my stupid hand to start work on my presentation..crap! anyway..been coughing non-stop for the past 3-4 days liao..wonder when this cough will go..hopefully before the presentation coz i would have to talk for about 15-20mins..trying to prevent myself from coughing during that period will be tough..haiz..i think i better get myself to work before i get slaughtered in the presentation..ciaoz peeps..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/21/2005 09:38:00 pm
Friday, August 19, 2005
hahaha..just to set the issue straight:
I AM NOT ATTACHED..
haha..so funny lah..people ask me on msn..eh you attached arh? I read your blog leh..haha..no lah..my eye candy is just my eye candy..close frens..yeap..that's all..nothing more to it..well..just to set the issue straight lah..in case some people think otherwise..
oh well..since im blogging already might as well continue..yea..today was kinda slack..just met alvin and discuss some stuffs..quite major actually..regarding my project..but guess it went well..yea..then whole day practically slacking..haha..not bad i guess..then was talking to natasha while she waited to go for her thai lessons..had a little theory lesson from her too..apparently thai not very easy to learn..haha..tried abit..but apparent cannot make it lah..haha..
oh well..got to go now..cya later peeps..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/19/2005 10:30:00 pm
Thursday, August 18, 2005
was browsing this Christian guitar website for guitar tabs..was going through the songs and i realised that i dunno alot of chords!! haiz..and i thought i was quite good liao..after this past 8 months..well..guess im gonna start practicing everyday for long periods after my project..well..its not that i wanna be the best guitarist out there in the world..its just that i wanna be the best guitarist out there for God..that's why im pissed that i dunno so much things!! oh well..i pray that God will give me the wisdom..
anyway..been a tiring few days for me..been thinking alot..oh well..i really have to cast it all onto Jesus..He's really my provider..
"Be still and know that I am God"
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/18/2005 11:23:00 pm
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..feeling wierd..coz im in such a dilema..oh well..today at cell grp..the lesson was casting your burdens on Jesus..how apt was that in my current situation..oh Lord, i cast all my burdens at the foot of the cross because my burdens have been rolled away!! yahooo!!! what joy to be burdenless!! haha..anyway got my grades for my guitar presentation! did well!! thank God for helping lah..if not i dun think i can do it that well lor..im still looking for sponsors for my next lvl..so yah..any kind souls out there? LOL..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/18/2005 12:27:00 am
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
was searching the net for some guitar tabs..so i asked around for songs to look for..so the song Who Am I by Casting Crowns came up..melvin actually sent me the song coz he said was quite nice..listened to it for a few times..din really gave much thought to the lyrics..
but heard it again today..felt that this time round after listening to the lyrics, it kinda fell hard on me..that it isn't what I am..but its who God is and what He can do for me..sometimes i feel that its always me myself and I..rather then waiting for God to respond, i jump ahead of His plans..truly obedience is better then sacrifice..sadly sometimes stubborn ppl like me can only learn when i have to sacrifice some things to learn to really take heed of God's voice..really how easy to say it when the temptation is always there for me to take lead of my own life..
its time to really announce and make known..
I am the Father's property.
and because i belong to the Father and He dwells in me, whom shall i fear but the Lord?
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/16/2005 11:06:00 pm
*cough cough*
stupid cough..haiz..been coughing the past few days..and im very bored now..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/16/2005 09:50:00 pm
Saturday, August 13, 2005
woohoo!! had a super fun time today..was out for guitar lessons early in the morning..had to present a song to the coach..This Kingdom..think i did quite ok..thank God for helping me!! haha..
anyway went to east coast park after my guitar lessons..met gim ann, si te, brandon melvin, natasha, mei kee, cheryl and her bro for a time of soccer..haha..not bad lah today..just that my old ankle injury came back again..haiz! haha..took off my shoes..played better..not bad lah today..got a good workout anyway..
then the worst thing lah..kena suaned until like mad lah..haiz..but oh well..my lvl of patience high man! LOL..yah..but oh well..it was fun lah..had this talk with brandon for 1hr while the rest went cycling..not bad lah..was talking some personal stuffs..oh well..not gonna blog what we said..but ya..guess it kinda helped me know a fren better bah..
really treasure these frens that i have..
you guys
ROCK my world!!!~
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/13/2005 11:20:00 pm
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
ok i have got to admit..i have been trying to look around for some nice blog skins to change my current or rather very outdated..almost pictureless (except for my fat face there) blog skin..and apparently the skins that i have come across are kinda too girlish..if not they dun really potray the real me..i even saw this skin that says: 'pray for a blissful death'..what the heck was that for man..pray for a blissful death???
skin creators are getting more and more absurd in their creations..and i really hope to find some nice skin/s to post up here..and here is a call for skin creators, please help me make a nice one!! haha..anyway if any of you guys find a nice blog skin that you think would suit my blog, please please come inform me k? haha..will be more then willing to go change it..yea..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/10/2005 11:13:00 pm
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
firstly:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!thank God for blessing this nation for 40 years! and thank God for all that He has done, all that He is doing and all that He is going to do!
anyway was watching Band of Brothers..borrowed the vcd from zenia..haha..was longing to watch the entire series since the day they broadcasted it on TV, but just missed out on most of the episodes..
kinda scary to see what war can do to an entire nation..an entire community wiped out..an entire generation seeing only death and suffering and nothing else..kinda scare the wits out of me to see what war really can do to people..and it was all thanks to an ignorant man who thinks so highly of himself, who cares nothing about the people around him just to fulfill what he
thinks is right..
kinda made me think if im such a leader..to not care about the people around..to
brainwash them to fit my thinking and ways..i really im not like that..learn from history..but apparently..truth be told..history always repeats itself..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/09/2005 09:56:00 pm
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
hmm..kinda depressed..feeling rather busy lately..almost like having little or no time for myself..but im like taking comfort from this song that cai hua sent me quite some time back: Deeply in Love by Hillsongs..if any of you know which album it came from please tell me!! ahha..but anyway back to the topic..thought this song is really meaningful and whoever wrote this really portrayed a sense of deep love..love beyond comprehension for God..though the song was written in such a way that its our love song for God, but i dun think it is..but the true meaning of the song is the love of God in the song..its because of God's love for us first before we could love Him so deeply and affectionately..God took a useless life and made me someone who can touch other people's life..how great His love for me..my love can't compare..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/03/2005 11:02:00 pm
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
was listening to this song by Hillsongs-Deeply in Love..not sure from which album..someone sent me thru msn..yah..have been listening to this song for the whole day and its still playing..think that the song is kinda powerful in the way that it really ministered to me when i listen to it..the song was aimed at portraying how much love we have for the Lord..something like a love song..but i think the real hidden meaning behind it is the love of Jesus for us all..how He came down and died for all of us. so that we can love Him in return..O foolish men! repent from your ways and turn to Me! For I am the Way, the Truth and the Life! Come to Me for my yolk is easy and light. I will give you rest says the Lord Almighty.
O teach us to walk in Your ways O Lord and let us not stray away from You but let us dwell in the shelter of the Most High and rest in the shadow of the Almighty..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/02/2005 11:56:00 pm
you know i really wondered how did Job managed to pull through all that he suffered and still praise the Lord for all that he had went through..how did even Job managed to tahan all that the devil threw at him to torment him..i really wished i knew..
sometimes when we are up there with God, riding high..feeling lost in His love, the devil comes along to torment you with situations where yielding to the body becomes such a tempting thing that you dun even listen to the voice of God..God how?? sometimes i really wish that God was just right beside me physically to lead me and guide me..how nice would that be? how my heart aches at myself for being so disappointing..the high hopes i placed for myself to serve God and be God's servant, to be His warrior..but how easy i fall into temptation..how great the temptation!! but Lord give me strength to overcome..be Lord over my life..
its been kinda a horrible day for me..though not in work sense..but as in my spiritual life..kinda took a turn..thats why the difference in the blog..not my happy usual self..i really pray that i dun stray from God's presence again..Help me to fall in love with You again..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/02/2005 11:45:00 pm
in school now doing my project..ok..im really not suppose to do this actually..im like so dead lah..im suppose to be doing my report and powerpoint slides for my project but instead im blogging, and playing games..haha..but oh well..since im online..might as well take the time to blog..haha..
been a week long since i last blog and few things have happened here and there..oh well..not major enough though..but its been a fun week i must say..with the graduation and stuff..haiz..really wish for the moment to stand still but i guess it wouldn't, life must still go on..sometimes i really wish for God to reveal the plans He has set out for me..at least i feel secure of my future..but guess what? i know he has a plan for me, plans to prosper me, good plans He has for me..thank God for Him being so wonderful lah..i mean if He had revealed everything to me, i would just be complacent and let everything just fall into place without seeking Him..all the more i must seek Him above all else..
faith is really something so hard to achieve..you are like very curious to know more, but faith tells you to take 1 step at a time..to wait for God's timing..then the problem comes out, when is God's timing? How do i know when its God's timing? What happens if i miss it? Why not i just do it now and least i can console myself if it doesn't happen? the answer always come back: "Have faith and believe..Be still and know that I am God..Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not onto your own understanding..Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry for itself". somehow it kinda makes me feel better after reciting all this bible verses..gives me faith to once again believe in the plans of God and not rush ahead of His timing..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 8/02/2005 03:41:00 pm