Saturday, July 23, 2005
been a pretty long day..was doing project and had to take photos of the slides that has been printed by the micro-array machine when the digi-cam died on me..apparently there was no more battery!! crap..of all the time..guess i would have to re-run that slide again..crap!! oh well..then went for choir practice..haha..quite fun..that stupid melvin lah..was lying down on the floor when he suddenly jumped on me and shouted: "wah!!
tau pok clement arh!!" that was when wei sheng, gimmy and si te started to lie on me..almost died there lah..damn pain sia..haha..but was fun lah..of course not in sadistic way though..haha..luffed damn hard after that stupid act..haha..
after choir, headed to compass point to look for tie with ms ang, wei sheng, gim n geraldine..couldn't really find the right colour to match..sian..so we headed to BK there for makan..talked alot of crap there for about an hour..after that hour long crapping session, it kinda made feel the bonding between us..and also found that ms ang is a very good listener lor..haiz..wonder whats gonna happen to me without all of them..especially going into NS..haiz..gonna miss the days where we will just sit down over food and just start laming over every thing we can think about..people always say that they don't miss poly life and they dun find good poly frens..partly true, partly not true though..true coz everyone in poly is kinda matured in their thoughts, all not that gullible, able to think for themselves, so sometimes or most of the time u see the hypocritical side of them..
whereas for others, u find a good confidant in them when u talk to them..this is what good, true frens are about..and i really appreciate u guys out there who has made my life so much easier..especially currently the choir ppl..haha..been fun interacting with u guys for the past 2 weeks or so..and im sure i have definitely made some few frens around there..and i really wish for it not to end..but well..good things will past..and better thing will come and i sincerely hope that our frenship remains after the choir thing..
to all the SCL choir people:
thanks for making my life for the past 2 weeks a very memorable one..it will be a very treasured pathway when i look back memory lane in years to come..thank you guys for being such good frens..for the encouragement, for they joy we share, for the lameness that we laughed about..for the unity among us, i sincerely thank you guys!
YOU GUYS ROCK!!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/23/2005 12:12:00 am
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i have come to yet another cross road of life and apparently this is a very big junction which would decide some important things in my life..kinda very apprehensive of the future right now..but guess what, as i was thinking about the future, the rhema word came: Faith. as i slowly expounded and dwelled on what it meant, it suddenly made me realise the little faith that i have..little faith to believe and trust God for the future He has for me..its always at this time point of time when it becomes a serious test of faith..the flesh part of me wants to know what is going to happen in the future..it always want to jump ahead of God's plans for me..whereas the spiritual part of me wants to stick to the route God has planned and wait for all things to come in His time..so its kinda of a dilema now..
i think the word now is
Be still and know that I am God..to really be still in times of difficulty, trials, sadness and always know that God was, is and will always be there for me..somehow comforts me to believe that faith really just now about believing and trusting, its really words put into actions..
we walk by faith and not by sight, its really something for me to achieve..
yeah..guess thats about it from me..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/20/2005 11:59:00 pm
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
well, over the past few days..some guys decided to make a joke of my and another person X..ok now apparently it kinda went too far lah..and X has heard about it..the thing now is that i dunno what to do!!! God help please? now im like at a cross-road and dunno what to do next..whatever im like gonna do is gonna have implications down the road..and of course i dun wan not so nice things to happen between my frenship with X lah..haix!! shang nao jing!! talk about living stresslessly..oh well..i think this is the best time to stretch my faith and see what God is going to do in my life..take it one step at a time and see how obedient im gonna stick to His plans for me..really praying that i dun jump ahead or lag behind God's plans!!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/19/2005 11:15:00 pm
Sunday, July 17, 2005
tml choir practice..kinda looking forward to it..ok..rather im really looking forward to it lor..haha..well well well..its been only a week since choir started for me and so so many things has happened..started so abruptly, and now off to a flying start only to be hit by the reality that this wonderful episode of my life is coming to a close soon..how i really wish it wouldn't end so fast..maybe would rather wish for it not to end..haix..oh well..just cant wait for tml to come..so excited!!! haha..too bad some stuffs cant be revealed it lah..its still a blog, a public one at that and so yah..in order to keep things from wagging, just keep the stuffs to myself..hahaha..reveal it to God (guess He already knows)..haha..oh well..better get back to finding my stuffs..been so lazy recently lah..sian..ciao..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/17/2005 10:00:00 pm
Saturday, July 16, 2005
heh..feeling kinda wierd and out of sorts lately..but oh well..more happy i guess..i think my life got transformed this past few days bah..oh well..hopefully its for the better i guess..anyway today went for BBQ with my family at sembawang beach..kinda different i guess..haha..not bad the food..but quite expensive lor..129 leh..not cheap at all..coz we ordered from like a caterer lah..so yah lah..expensive..guess next time DIY better..haha..more messy..more fun..hahaha
anyway..heard about that NKF thing and i think that CEO is just too much..take so much money for himself and then say its not alot also..600k leh! u can pay for how many patients treatment man!!! i mean if u dun take a big salary and get some claims i still can understand..but u get like 25k a month..claim your household bills, car bills..and still dare to sue a reporter who was reporting the truth? wheres ur sense of dignity!! haix..no further comments liao..if not later the more i type the easier for me to get sued by some lame guy out there for defamation..zzz..
k lah..i go koon liao..ciaoz..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/16/2005 11:25:00 pm
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
today..rather yesterday was kinda sucky..given the fact that when i found alvin eun regarding my project..he told that he din know about it in the first place and he was busy the whole day..so asked me to read up and come back tml..wth..so that means i could have gone home at 9.35!! 9.35!!! half an hr in sch and i can go home..wth!! but still stayed in school coz got choir practice later in the evening..rest of the afternoon was in the library searching for a book..then went back to look for the rest to tok cock..haha..damn funny lah..been a long time since i last tok cock..but damn shiok..haha..
then went to choir..ms ang ask my audition for the solo..hopefully it wasn't that bad coz my throat kinda felt sore for the past few days..and the fact that i din noe the song? so i had to like learn it on the spot lah..haha..oh well..thank God for helping me..if not jialat liao lor..pray that it wasn't that bad lah..coz today was real off..think i know the reason behind it bah..gonna do something about it..anyway..choir ended almost 8!! wah seh..been a long time since i agreed to stay so late for activities..normally i would like complain and nag why so late and stuff..but this time different..
anyway, listening to last yr choir recorded song..I Believe..think its still a damn nice song lor..though i always listen to Christian music nia, but i think the writer wrote the song with a lot of feelings..it kinda brought up the inner feelings of the writer..and if it was a Christian writer, the words would have meant even more because the lyrics blend so well with Christ words..except for some parts lah..oh well..think i better go now..ciaoz guys..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/12/2005 12:26:00 am
Saturday, July 09, 2005
been a week since i last blogged and within the past week..quite a few things happen lah..
its been kinda a horrible week..even on monday itself..was washing some stuffs and thinking about my testimony to give on youth on friday when my supervisor found out some melted box in the oven..ok apparently i had switched on the oven to dry the bottles at a high temperature without me checking if there were any stuffs inside..so yah..had to clean that up..after that went back to doing my stuff when i smelt burnt plastic again..so i thought might as well use the baking glove to clean it up good..so without switching off the oven (in order to save time to get the oven at the right temperature) i began to wipe off the remaining plastics..Lo and behold..guess what happened? i accidentally touch the side of the oven and got myself burnt..how nice..and it has now left a beautiful mark on my fat hand..looks like some kind of wierd tatoo..just that it has got itchy the past 1 or 2 days..guess the skin is kinda peeling off now..
somewhere during the week..this huge ulgy pimple started popping out from no where on my head..we will get back to that in a minute..but first..on wed..so i had to go back for lite grp..but i remembered that i had to work on sat..so bo bian changed my guitar lesson to wed..wasn't that bad..coz i had actually changed to thurs..became a little fickled-minded..so changed to wed..but the original lady i spoke to wasn't there..called 2 times..and she wasn't there..so her 'replacement' tried to help me..was working and at the same time trying to comprehend what she was speaking with the machines going off..argh..in the end she got pissed and somehow or rather yelled into the phone..it kinda got me annoyed and her impatience..thats not all man..missed the earlier bus..so took a cab down to guitar..was a blur at the lesson..after the lesson had to rush home for lite grp..ok this was the part that really really spoilt my day..rather the whole week also..took a cab back home..this driver was jerking the vehicle the whole time lah..felt like vomiting..almost went in front and slap him on the face..idiot! and while he was trying to make a call on his phone..he almost veered the cab into the centre divider..thank God that he stopped trying to call after that till the cab came to a stop..was giving him directions on how to get to my block when he said: "one way out only har?!"..quite obvious..and he sounded damn rude lah..so drop you where? wah kaoz..felt like taking his licence plate number down and calling in to complain man..crap..and then back at lite grp..my dad took so long with the lesson lah..i got even more pissed..not the fact that he kept dragging (maybe a little coz he usually does drag the lesson), but it was the fact that i haven had dinner..as they say..a hungry man is an angry man..well well..so much for the last week at work..
friday came..was like damn happy..was almost the last day at work..kinda busy so we had to like makan outside..believed they were prepared to give me a treat? but too bad lah..was too busy on that day lah..dunno how they gonna cope up after i leave..well well..today was the last day at work..wasn't good either..so many things cock up..dunno what to say too..haix..
but at least when i came back was playing game liao..nothing surprising..but clement this time was scamming the newbies..hehehehehe..so much for being a good boy..haha..oh well..gtg now..cya..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/09/2005 11:26:00 pm
Saturday, July 02, 2005
ok firstly to address the issue:
deb..i dun have any girlfren lah..your over-reacting man..relax relax..hahaha..
anyway beside the 'clement has got a girlfren' issue..yea..anyway was in the toilet just now..ok was on the great white throne relieving myself of some 'unwanted' subjects i heard this loud screech in the air..and the first thought was that terrorists were coming to strike singapore..ok..was basically over-reacting at first..but the fact that it could happen really scared the wits out of me..the second thought was that a comet (amazing how it escapes the 'advance' NASA satellites) was coming to strike planet earth and that Almighty God was coming back..but apparently i wasn't called in the rapture (there wasn't any exactly; and the thing was i did something stupid that wouldn't have warrant me to go in the rapture minutes before going to the toilet) which definitely really knock the senses out of me that God can really come back any time He really practically wants to.
Started praying like hell was coming..oh God forgive me!! that was like how desperate i was..and i finally know what it means to live everyday as if it was the last day..ok the 3rd thought that striked me was that it was airplanes doing a fly past for the practice for NDP..which was logically correct..but apparently the planes flew freaking near that if any nearer those planes would have crashed or caused me to go deaf..that was how freaking near it was..
oh well..i hope this event really scared the hell out of me to make me realise that hell is just a heartbeat away..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 7/02/2005 11:06:00 pm