Monday, January 31, 2005
Was typing out my report when I thought of burnign some of my CDs to my computer. Decided to listen to some of my favourite songs after they have been stored in the computer already. Was listening this song: Majesty (Here I Am). Was listening out to the lyrics when I heard this line: The greatest Love of all is mine.
Went through some adolescent problems as some may call it, all others just call it the power of Love. During that period, I got hooked on this song and everytime I played it, I knew there was something behind that song, something that could feel that empty space deep within me. Something that no one else can give, something only God gives with no strings attached, no conditions. That something called Love.
Even as I am playing the song for the 3rd time now, I am recalling what had happened to me at those period of time when the world was just a shade of blue, nothing more than that. Those periods were time of turmoil, but I rose from that and became a stronger person trusting and believing God for His wonderful work (we were all beautifully and wonderfully made in His own image). Do not worry for tomorrow will worry for itself, so fear not for I am with you, ALWAYS. You know how mucht hat meant to me?
It brought tears of shame. Shame because after all I have done, He still loved for who and what I am. I left Him and went to Him only when I needed help, only when I was in search of help and advice then did I went to Him, but when everything was back to normal, I never once thought of how He would have felt when I didn't even talked to Him. I always told Him I would talk to Him later, but never took the time to do that. So ashamed of myself, after what He did on that Cross 2000+ years ago, when He took ALL my sins and inquities and laid it upon Himself so that I may have eternal life with Him. To think I took the Love He gave for granted.
I am truly sorry Lord for the way I have treated You. Never first in my life. Lord, even with this new year, help me O'Lord to make You first of my life.
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/31/2005 11:08:00 pm
Hello guys! Hahaha! I know its been a long time since I really updated by blog. Really sorry about it! Will try to take some time out every day or at least every few days to blog. Its been rather hectic for me recently, especially with the introduction of 2 new FREE online games! HAHAHA!! Anyway, got to go back to finish up my report. HEADACHE! Will blog again soon! I promise!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/31/2005 10:19:00 pm
Monday, January 17, 2005
Thought this was kinda funny:
One Wish
A man walking along a Californian beach was deep in prayer. All of a sudden, he said out loud, "Lord, grant me one wish." Immediately, the sky clouded above his head and in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have had the faith to ask, I will indeed grant you one wish." The man said, "Please build a bridge to Hawaii so that I can drive over anytime I want to."
The Lord said, "Your request is very materialistic. Think of the logistics of that kind of undertaking, the amount of work required to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for such worldly things. Take a little more time and think of another wish, a wish you think would honour and glorify me."
The man thought for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I have been married and divorced four times. All of my wives say that I am uncaring and insensitive. I wish that I could understand women. I want to know how they feel inside, what they are thinking when they give me the silent treatment, why they cry, what they mean when they say, 'nothing', and how I can make a woman truly happy."
After a few minutes of silence, God said, "Do you want two lanes or four on that bridge?"
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/17/2005 11:32:00 am
Saturday, January 08, 2005
I still miss my Odie..
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/08/2005 01:25:00 am
Thursday, January 06, 2005
To my dear Jeremy!!!
Purposely dedicated today's entry for your enrolment into army! Take care dude! Have a nice life there! And don't worry, God's always there for you! Me too! Hahaha! Take care!!!
Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 1/06/2005 11:16:00 pm