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i am like listening to this Christian hokkien cd on my laptop...the song i listening now is super i tell you...when i listen to it i feel so touched by the Lord...the lyrics is something like: hold my hand O'Lord. when i walk to You, i hear Your voice, and you ask me to come into Your presence...ok that was a rough translation..hokkien ain't that good..but its roughly like that...its like telling me that, hey clement, you should walk by faith, and not by sight...what God can see, men cannot see...so hold My hand so that I can lead you....wah i tell you...last time i listened to this song, felt like nothing much, but now i realised that this song has a true meaning that i didn't get it at first...Lord teach me to walk by faith! today in my dad's car, i listen to this guy preaching in my auntie's church...i tell you, the guy has strong faith...he knows that the Lord would provide for him...once when he was in NZ, he had left 17bucks, but the Lord ask him to put it in the offering...he put it in reluctantly, but cheerfully, later on the week, he had to pay some bills, but he kept trusting in the Lord to provide for him, and true enough, God provided not only 17 bucks but 170 bucks! i tell you, God is just so real! to those people who dun noe the Lord yet...you wun know what its like...you can say chey...just coincidence what...but i tell you, this is real...you wun know the real thing till you have experience it...
well, as promised, here i am blogging again...well, since its been almost a week since i blogged, kinda long though, but oh well...starting from tuesday...
ok...i promise to blog tml night...PROMISE!
Life's a B!TCH
its been a busy week...nonetheless i am still playing games...the irony...anyway for the past week, i was really regretting what i said on the post dated last sunday about me admiring this girl in church lahz...jeremy was bugging me online to tell him who she is, but of course i refused to lah....u know how small the church is...scully ppl go hack my msn and then she sell the story to the tabloids then i would be sooo dead...haha...kj was also bugging me lahz...but told her nothing lahz...on friday kj wanted to go amk food centre eat...scully i tell her dun wan...wah piang...she fan lian with me sia...nothing to say liaoz..saturday went to bb juniors in primary school..they super noisy and cute lahz..but i just cannot handle kids that well, i too used to the sec sch kids liaoz..nothing much on saturday...but slept late thanks to nurul...she was doing this project about the differences between christianity and islam lahz..so she msged me online, i called her so that at least the conversation can be faster, scully ended at 1.20 like that...super sian i tell you..i fell flat on the bed and my dad had to wake me up this morning for church...nothing at church, but scolded the kids today..think they frightened...but good, at least now they know when to make noise, when not to...haix..i hate scolding them...waste my breath...haix...then jeremy also good lahz..go all the way to malaysia to play hockey, then ps the rest of us...i am still wondering if he got hook up with some girls over there and make one of them his mistress...hmm...anyway, i think i gonna sleep liaoz...tired lorz...tml going for study group...dun even know if there's any lectures tml..bad thing about poly, you wun know till the last minute...kinda sian when u tot the day got no lecture, scully ur fren call you the nite before say got arh...wah..really sadded i tell u...anyway, gtg...bonsoir everyone and au reviour
ok..this is getting annoying...i am supposed to study...'supposed'....and here i am..on the computer as usual..clicking away...i dunno what's so attracting me to ragnarok online...its like sucking my time and brain juice to it..i am like sooo addicted to it now that i can't stop playing for a day...as if i would die from those withdrawal symptoms lorz...kaox...and my exams are like in 3 weeks? and i still can't believe i haven started studying...i think tml i sure will study...well, i think you know the reason le...coz on thursday got micro-a prac test!!! its a wet lab session...which means, i have to do those tests myself...and if anything goes wrong..it would be MY fault...so...its kinda stressing since this is the so called first real practical test i ever had since like O'lvls? stressed out sia...well..today had IMB quiz...was ok lahz..counted that i would at least get 15/25 correct...that's like an hour of study...thanks to ragnarok again...damn...i am pushing the blame again...haix...just so human nature to push things here and there...oh well, back to the IMB test...after the test, had some discussion, and figured out that i can get at least another 2-4 questions right...so maybe got hope to keep that B floating there...hopefully can get my first A...after the test, went for french...nothing much today...first part of the lesson, i was in a trance lorz...dunno what mallard was talking about..blur blur..well he revealed our grades for the 2 quizes and assignments...well i got a C...kinda surprised..coz i tot i did all of them well...oh well, i think i know why le lahz...nv do the assignments properly lahz...sian...this world very superficial...haix...look at your grades only...but can your grades really determine your true character? after french has lunch...sashi was supoosed to pass me the drum pads...apparently he sooo forgotten it...sianz...then went for inorganic chem tutorial...we actually shocked that xu guy, we wrote all our answers on the board first...then he got shocked when he came in..haha...then after he finish the tutorial, he went thru yesterday's prac test...kaoz...why didn't i tot of doing that last question the way i tot off today...sian sia...well at least got some hope...a glimmer of hope is always present..i think maybe...MAYBE can pass...haix..tml i dun even noe whether got phy chem tut anot...sian lahz...recently part of me wants to come and slack around...the other part of me wants to stay in sch to study...apparently, the slacking part of me won out...and hence i am always at the com...this week, i shall make a resolution! i must finish the IMB lectures by the end of saturday....better than nothing..i think by next week must finish studying the phy chem prac and french lectures..coz next wed got phy chem prac test and a french test...which is the final one...french must pass! coz it gives me 4 credits leh!!! and its kinda easy to pass since he dun care about the accents, just as long spelling correct can le...anyway, how the heck did i come to this topic? hmm...too much computer games lahz...haha...kk..i gtg le...wanna slp...nitez...
today easter sunday..celevration of Jesus's resurrection! heh...kinda usual church service lahz...was at sunday sch..then went for breakfast..sis mathilda gave me 2 easter eggs...inisde are agar agar...nice sia...agar agar inside egg shells...unique lorz..after breakfast...went back church for second service...helped out in ushering...saw her today...as usual...she's all smiles...haix...went back to my seat later...then talk the whole way during the service...hehe..not paying attention...after service, went to amy's birthday party at The Oriental...buffet lunch..not bad lah..but the spread abit too little..oh well...ppl treat me i still hiam...haha...then after that, got myself a pair of new shoes...adidas...cost me 150bucks...but actually my mum pay one..so its ok! haha...so evil of me...later decided to go home coz very tired...so was joking with jeremy all the way in the train lorz...super fun lahz...took the train to marina bay then all the way back again...joking all the way...looking at chiobus, hoping for one to come into the train..sadly none came in! haix...sian..came home, played awhile, had dinner, did abit of work, too tired so watch NKF...they super emotional blackmail sia...get sharon au to step on samurai blades...stupid lahz...then got jack neo into a room full of bees...stupid lorz...emotionally blackmailling people..especially the girls and the ladies into calling those stupid lines...amreet was asking me why i nv donate...i told him NKF got 180+million plus of reserve funds, but they don't use, keep for what? So who's the heartless one now? haix..i gonna slp le...very tired..been waking up quite early rhe past few days...need to recuperate my strength le..tml still got inorganic chem prac test which i haven study..heng its open book, so tml i go sch then study...kk..gtg le...nitez
ok..today woke up late...had an IMB lecture at 10 lahz...woke up at 9.45!!! couldn't ahve imagined that lahz..soo tired until nv hear alarm...kaoz! was cursing all the way in my head...my first reaction was like: Oh shit!!! then i was going oh shit, oh shit all the way to the toilet...haix...make me rush down for IMB lesson...reached sch at 10.25...then after IMB had comm skills...some unknown lecturer took over from sharon...kaoz..dun like her lesson coz so the mood she set super serious...not used to it since sharon's lesson are always interesting lorz...then only did i realise that there was no phy chem tutorial today!!! kaoz...why no one tell me? if not i would have skipped the whole day of sch le...zz..had lunch then came home....slacking all the way...didn't even start on revision...zz...sian right? and exams in like 3 weeks time? shit!!! just came back to reality!!! haix...i think i go slp le...ciaoz...
haix...today was suppose to start studying lahz...but decided to come home after lunch..today had a super short day lahz...IMB from 9-10, then had french till 11.30...went for lunch at north canteen then headed home...just knew that jeraldine just shifted to yishun! i was likke OMG!!! haha...heng she not staying anywhere near me! wahhha...i so bad sia..anyway came home..and as usual...SLACK! and seriously...my slacking is annoying me greatly...so greatly that i decided to start on phy chem tutorial...fortunately tml got no IMB tutorial then can go do it with amreet...hheeh...can copy arh!!! haha...kk..gtg le...buaiz...
kinda had a very short day today...dunno why lorz...was in sch early to have breakfast..then studied micro-a abit, then went for lecture...today's micro-a lesson was on parasitology...kinda interesting and disgusting...disgusting coz of how the parasites destroy ur body...anyway, after lecture had inorganic chem practical...xu yuan juan took us...this week the experiment ok lahz...at least nothing went wrong...had lunch after that then went for micro-a practical..very short the practical...just view the sildes, draw then finish le...came home was playing com all the way le..besides, couldn't find that stupid inorganic chem tutorial on cms, so heck care lahz...well, i did say i was suppose to start studying for exams today...well, kinda find it difficult lahz...so i tot of a plan...for this week, everyday i got 2 hours to play the com everyday...after that its all study....then i slowly cut down to 1 hr next week...at least this plan seems more reasonable to me lahz...okok...kinda tired le...past few days have been getting very little sleep...gtg...nitez...
haix...one week didn't blog and alot of things happen sia...broke 1 10ml measuring cylinder, then a alcohol thermometer! kaoz...its gonna cost me like 20 bucks lorz!!! zzz sian right? haix..super suay lahx...the measuring cylinder so idiotic sia...i just accidentally hit it and it hit the table cracking the whole freaking tip of it...kaox...then the thermometer also dunno how the heck it broke lorz...came friday, was super kan jiong lahz...had this physical chem report to hand up, then when i handed in then i realised that i forgot to include in some data! kaoz...i dun wan fail physical chem leh!!! then on friday also had french role play....super nervous coz i only started memorising it on thursday night! power right? fortunately during the role play it went alright...if not suay! saturday had the 7-aside soccer tournament..not bad lahz...got a good tan, then saw a bikini babe in sch...decided not to get a close look coz later she look like kns, then spoil everything...so just admired her from far lahz..haha...came home on sat practically slacking lahz..playing the whole day...and Man Utd won 1-0!!! hahaah...i knew it lorz...it would have come sooner or later lahz...ha! Arsenal! ur season is officially over! today nothing much...went to collect my new pair of specs then came home practically slacking le...kaoz! i think i gonna start my revision for final exams tml...nah..i will! just one more month! i am gonna prove the whole freaking world wrong! I AM NOT AS LAZY AS YOU THINK! ha! ok..tml gtg sch early..ciaoz..hopefully can blog tml...