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Monday, March 29, 2004

haix...today whole day slacking again...was in sch early coz dad brought me there, finished at about 3, then went over to northpoint to get some stuff lahz..came home bath then practically slack the whole day le...nothing much lorz...was trying to start my revision but kinda diff...so yah...trying to jumpstart...maybe another few days time can start properly le...tml sherry's b'dae..so here's wishing her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ok..gtg le...tml need wake up early...*yawnz* nitez!

revision starts this week!

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/29/2004 11:04:00 pm

Sunday, March 28, 2004

ok..was practically slacking the whole freaking day lorz...woke up at 11.30, then had my lunch, watched the replayed match of ac milan and deportivo then played computer till like dinner lorz...aiyah...it was just computer computer and computer lahz...thaat's all..gtg le..tml need go church early...ciaoz...

chao slacker

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/28/2004 12:29:00 am

Thursday, March 25, 2004

well, was yearning for that bit of colour to my poly life right? well, it happened lorz..this week with that stupid Dr Xu incident lorz...still cannot get over it..then today...ha! that stupid, pathetic chair in the lecture theatre was tortured by my nice arse till it broke off! ha!! serve u right stupid chair!
ok..am going mad...but the chair really broke off lahz...coz i sat at the corner of the chair...and of all the time decided to give way when i sat on it...kaoz!! haha..but was kinda farni lahz..coz everyone was like clapping for me...haha..fun sia...anyway nothing much today..just that the flu bug is back again...zzz...sian liaoz...gonna slp soon...ciaoz...

stupid chair

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/25/2004 11:16:00 pm

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

MORE THAN LIFE
(words and music by reuben morgan)

Verse 1:
Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything i've done
i'll run into Your arms
And all i know

Chorus:
I love you more than life
I love you more than life

Verse 2:
Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things i need
You are the air i breathe

[Chorus]

Bridge:
How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the King of all

[Chorus]

©2003 Reuben Morgan/Hillsong Publishing

The song is from the cd i got from hillsongs...i found it very meaningful especially since good friday is coming lorz...the song is very typical of me lorz..i love myself more than God lorz...sometimes even not following His ways, but think i so super smart..in the end i lose out...that's why i like this song firstly is coz it is a reminder to me that i dun belong to this world, but i belong to me father in heaven...secondly, i like this song is also becoz of the lyrics especially those words written in the bridge...really touching lorz..."How can it be, the scars in Your hands are for me?", the song itself manifests the love of God for all of us lorz...that He died on the cross, but rose on the 3rd day to show the world that He is the one true and living God...

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/23/2004 11:10:00 pm

Sunday, March 21, 2004

saturday:
hmm..super long nv blog le lorz...nothing interesting lahz...anyway, yesterday went to watch the movie Gospel of John...not bad lah the movie...very accurate to the bible..you can say that the Gospel of John was relived in the movies lorz...but one thing that put me off was the narration part...but well, free movie, so better dun hiam...haha...

today:
had BB enrolment, but went to teach sunday school first then rush down to bishan in a cab lorz...haha...then was there doing last minute stuff lorz...things that i wasn't even prepared to do lorz...had to collect the offering lorz...haha..then straight after the pastor's prayer, which is after the offering i had to do some scripture reading lorz...when rev. goh was praying i was already perspiring lorz...so kan jiong...first time face so many people..but i prayed...hhaa...thank God for prayers...hehe...well, hope i did well lorz...sherry said i zai lorz..but well...anyway, after the service super busy lorz...preparing the food for all the guests...carrying all the food..haha..kinda fun lahz...haven been doing all these stuff for a very long time le...last time always slog so hard to all these stupid stuff, but then also enjoy it mahz..coz i know without me, the food wouldn't have been prepared in time lorz...well, can't believe it came from the biggest slacker of all right? well, you heard it from the big man alright..I WAS FOR ONCE DOING SOME WORK..hhaa...after all that had some fellowship with my batch of people lahz...very long nv meet up and tok le...very fun lorz...after the whole enrolment, went out to j8 mos burger there to sit and tok...very fun lahz..reminising the good old days...i wish i was trap in that time lorz...so fun lorz..can't believe after all these yrs still kinda united together lahz...especially those guys suaning me for slacking in BB...haha...then when we left saw jeremy coming down the escalator with his parents..got a shock...haha..didn't noe they were there lorz...headed for the mrt, went home with alex...i always like the chats with my batch of ppl..can share some things with them that i cannot share with other ppl de lorz...well, took the chance to catch up on some old time with alex...seems like he's doing ok lahz...coping up with his work...was great to hear it lorz...anyway when came home, didn't do anything...play abit then went down for dinner...its been a long time since we went for a zhi char store lorz...wwe went to the newly opened zhi char store at our hse there..not bad the food...the helpings are alot man...almost died eating the food..so much! haha...came hime practically slack le...but still managed to finish micro-a report lorz...damn the pain in my stomach lorz..somemore right side of stomach..very scared its appedicities...hopefully its not lorz...just now before dinner the pain came lorz...was practically cringing at the pain lorz...really pray that it isn't that serious lorz...kk..tml need go sch le..gtg...will blog soon again...hopefully my life becomes more interesting lahz...just realised that my life needs more colours to it..haha..kk..sayonara

prayer works wonders

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/21/2004 11:38:00 pm

Thursday, March 18, 2004

hmm..long time since i blogged...yah...kinda sian lahz...coz everyday very monotonous...so like everyday the same thing u guys also bored to death lorz...but today got some interestings lorz...haha..woke up later today coz school started like 1. but went to sch early...met bernard then tok awhile...decided to sit in for the organic chem lecture (i not taking it lahz...but wanted to see how that xu yuanjuan lectures - basically it sucks lahz...that's all i can say), then went for comm skills, sharon went through our oral presentation...i got an A!!! haha...not bad arh? only 6 persons got an A...muhahahhaa...so pro right? lol...i also got my other results..kinda like shit lahz...

Introduction to Biotech: B
Physical Chem: D
Inorganic Chem: F
Maths: F
Comm Skills: A
Micro-A: Not out yet

Quite surpising is that i passed my physical chem and failed inorganic chem...hmm..was hoping to pass inorganic even though i did some last minute revision...but well, as it turned out...yah..got a big F for it..haha...maths arh...not surprised since i skipped 2 questions...oh well...nvm lahz...learn from my failures...then when i came home with my parents, mum went to open the letter box..i got a mail from hillsongs australia...was wondering what the heck it was lorz...then when i opened it got a shocked! it was a cd by hillsongs united live, hillsongs youth group's live worship cd....which i just happen to bought on Sunday! gosh..haha...didn't noe lorz...till i went to the hillsongs website there, then i found my BIG NAME THERE! Look here for the webbie: http://www.hillsong.com/hma/bin/view.pl?sitename=hma&page=page5
anyway...gonna slp le...i think i burnout this week...dun feel like studying...kk..gtg le...buaiz...

got a free cd+dvd inside!!!

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/18/2004 10:43:00 pm

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Still

Verse 1:
Hide me now, under your wings.
Cover me, within Your mighty hand.

Chorus:
When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with You, above the storm.
Father, You are King of the flood.
I will be still and know you are God.

Verse 2:
Find rest my soul, in Christ alone.
Know His power, in quietness and trust.


This song taken from hillsongs album, Hope cd...i like this song very much becoz of the fact that the lyrics tells and reassures you that, in no moatter what circumstances God is always there for you. Just like the time when Jesus was with His disciples on the boat and the storm came and troubled them. But Jesus stood up and cause the storm and sea to quiet down...the same thing He does for me and you...He will rise with you above all else and make you know that He is the One and Only true and living God....

The truth is found. His name is Jesus.

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/14/2004 11:06:00 pm

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Paiseh...just watched the mel gibson movie, Passion of the Chirst...needed to let out some of my feelings...anyway, the movie was dman nice...very detailed portrayal of Christ in the last few hours of His life on earth...5 out of 5....must watch it if u can...haha...i will definitely watch it on the big screen if i can...kk...gtg now...tml got church..nitez...

His Eternal Love

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/13/2004 11:54:00 pm

As I saw Him pray, the devil came to taunt Him, but He did not waiver in His heart. He continued to pray.
His disciple came with a few soldiers to look for Him, with a kiss, He was betrayed. As he was put to trial, they crowd shouted in unison, "Crucify him! Crucify him!" I wondered if the priests who had Him on trial ever thought of what was going to come.
He was whipped 39 times. 39 times He was whipped, He suffered in silence. Never once letting out a cry. the soldiers were laughing at him, mocking at him as they whipped him. I wonder if they had felt the pain he went through.
He was dragged away and a crown of thorns were placed upon His head. The thorns pierced into his head and blood trickled down from his forehead. I wonder if the soldiers knew what an unworthy crown that was.
They dragged him out and placed an unpolished wooden cross onto His back. He yelled as the blisters pierced his shredded back. But He embraced the cross for He knew the punishment of the world if the lamb was not sacrificed.
At the hill, they tied him onto the cross and started to hammer the long, rusty iron nails through His hands. They laughed as the nails reached through the other end of the wood. They mocked him and told him to save himself from the cross. But He did not. He perservered.
They lifted the cross up and dragged it into a hole and let it sink in. And as the cross jerked, I could hear the tiny bones in His hands break. Surely He did not deserve this!
Even at his death, the devil did not give up, the devil continued to taunt Him. But He did not waiver and prayed for those who persecuted him. Surely the persecuters did not deserve this love!
He breathed His last and accomplished what He was sent to do. The world was now free from sin. He had taken it all away.
And I wondered what kind of love that was.

No Greater Love

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/13/2004 11:52:00 pm

Friday, March 12, 2004

Expand your faith and turst in God with this story:
..::Faith::..

"Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ."
The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian, aren't you, son?"
"Yes sir," the student says.

"So you believe in God?"
"Absolutely."

"Is God good?"
"Sure! God's good."

"Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?"
"Yes."

"Are you good or evil?"
"The Bible says I'm evil."

The professor grins knowingly.
"Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment.

'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them? Would you try?"
"Yes sir, I would."

"So you're good...!"
"I wouldn't say that."

"But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't."
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?"

The student remains silent.
"No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

"Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?"
"Er... Yes," the student says.

"Is Satan good?"

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No."
Then where does Satan come from?"

The student falters. "From... God..."
That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?"

"Yes, sir."
"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?"

"Yes."
"So who created evil?"

Again, the student has no answer.
"Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness. All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?"

The student squirms on his feet. "Yes."
"So who created them?"

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question, "Who created them? "
There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.

"Tell me," he continues. "Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son? The student's voice betrays him and cracks.
"Yes, professor. I do."

The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?"
"No sir. I've never seen Him."

"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"
"No, sir. I have not."

"Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter.
"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."

"Yet you still believe in him?"
"Yes."

"According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
"Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith."

"Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith."
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own.

"Professor, is there such thing as heat?"
"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."

"And is there such a thing as cold?"
"Yes, son, there's cold too."

"No sir, there isn't."
The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

"You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold;
otherwise we would be able to go colder than -458 degrees. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."
Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

"What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?"
"Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it isn't darkness?"

"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light... but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, Darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"
The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.

This will be a good semester.
"So what point are you making, young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must also be flawed."
The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. "Flawed? Can you explain how?"

"You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains.
"You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"
"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do."

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"
The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester indeed.

"Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?"
The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

"To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean?" The student looks around the room.
"Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?"

The class breaks out into laughter.
"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain?

No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?"

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable. Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers.
"I guess you'll have to take them on faith."

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/12/2004 06:14:00 pm

Thursday, March 11, 2004

haix...sian...today had micro-a test...was feeling sick the whole time when i was studying in school lor...couldn't get anything into my stupid brain...then saw uncle and wei mei doing the micro-a tutorials on CMS..tried some out, scully so many wrong..sian sia...then went for test, not too bad lah...at least can think lorz...anyway, gonna slp soon..the medicine going to take effect le...nitez...

still sick

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/11/2004 11:16:00 pm

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

feeling sick now...tml somemore got test...sian..i think i go slp le..nitez

stupid flu

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/10/2004 11:46:00 pm

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

ok..just uploaded a photo of myself...i know its super super extra big...but bo bian...i like myself too much...wahahaha

bleah

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/09/2004 08:49:00 pm

Monday, March 08, 2004

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/08/2004 09:23:00 pm

Sunday, March 07, 2004

yo! haha..today very tired...slept at 1am..woke up at 6 plus..almost died trying to pull myself out of my comfy bed...anyway, went to church early..dad had to do communion...usual stuff in church, then straight after the service...went cuppage with my parents to have lunch...yummy...the bbq chicken drumstick was power sia...worth the $4.50...heh...then went to robinsons to get my business pants...had to get it for my presentation on wednesday...the pants cost about 20bucks plus..hehe..not bad also lahz...but abit long..so my maid will help mme alter the length tml...came home nothing to..slaced around..did some work...nothing much to do lahz..lazy to revise le...but still managed to finish 2 inorganic chem lectures...not bad arh...haha...tml got IMB test sia...dunno can make it anot lorz...think will be quite tough lahz..but should make it lahz...kk..gtg le...wanna orh orh le...nitez..

hardworking slacker (oxymoron)

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/07/2004 11:15:00 pm

today woke up early for uncle's wedding...met up with wei sheng and wei ting to take taxi to the bride's house....then when reached there waited for uncle to come to pick the bride...scully the girls inside make things so difficult...haix..cut the long story short, uncle finally got his bride! haha...when the tea ceremony was over in the bride's house, went over to uncle's house to see another tea ceremony...then went over to church where i slacked the whole time...wahaha...sit down to hear the music team practice the worship..one of the pianist pro sia..see him play very power sia...the music very nice..God's anointing lahz...confirm...then later wedding ceremony started...after the exchange of vows, uncle and his newly wedded wife gave a thank you speech...uncle's one was very touching...it really show you how God has transformed his life around...its God's grace that have brought uncle thus far...God is just so real man...anyway, after all that went for reception, btw for the first time saw dr. lim's bf...hmm..ok nia lahz...but she deserve better lahz...oh well..wth...not my problem...haha...dun even noe why Si Te say he yandao sia...must be dr. lim's bf in the same league as Si Te lor...that's why Si Te said he yandao...haha...then later bernard sent me home (thanks bernard for the ride home), came home slack lor...online play abit game..nothing much..started to study at about 10 like that...just finish all of micro-a!!! yay!!! yahoo!!! haha...will revise again when micro-a test come...kk..gtg le...tml need to wake up early again...ciaoz

life is full of ups and downs, but God is always there to life you up when you are down. Are you willing to let Him take control?

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/07/2004 12:19:00 am

Saturday, March 06, 2004

today woke up early...went for some maths lesson...she wanted to have extra lesson for those weak in maths...went there late...scully see got a number there..so apologised (be polite lor..haha) for being late then sat beside Si Te. Nothing much in the lesson...she went thru some questions in tutorial 5 then she went thru the basics of differentiation...hmm..learnt something from the lesson lahz...better than nothing...then had some snacks and went to library to study...couldn't concentrate lahz...was talking all the tme..but at least studied 2 micro-a lectures...after that at about 2plus gonna 3 went to bishan to have sakae buffet...shiok sia...eat until pengz...but also very worth coz we paid for 3 person share only...6 of us went...but got coupon lorz...so yah..each person paid about 10 bucks lahz...worth it lahz...we ate like some hungry hyenas devouring their kill...haha...after they filling lunch, headed back home where i slacked! omg..i am like gonna so regret this next week when common test come...tml still got uncle's wedding..so gonna take up the whole day again lahz...sianz...think tml after the wedding gonna finish micro-a liao...then start on the chem topics...which also remind me i need to get prepared for my presentation also..sianz!!! Miracle needed here!!! anyway, today release of A's...hopefully my frens got good results lahz...hah..tml waking up early..so gtg now..bb..

slacking=regret=fail common test

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/06/2004 12:41:00 am

Friday, March 05, 2004

this is gonna be short coz i just realised that i have to go back for some 'extra' maths tutorial tml in sch...at 9! gosh...i think i will be late...anyway i really wanna kill myself in the arse for slacking today..only managed to read thru 1 pathetic micro-a lecture...freak! damn...i am gonna soooo regret this man...kk..gonna slp liao...ciaoz...told you guys this is gonna be short..=)

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/05/2004 12:25:00 am

Thursday, March 04, 2004

its been a long time since i last blogged...kinda busy...actually lazy to blog...hehe...anyway heres what's been going on the last few days:

Monday: Left home early with dad and mum...went to NSC for the laser surgery. Came home then did some work. Finished IMB today. The rest of the time was left to slacking

Tuesday: Went to sch at abt 11 to do project. They were kinda shocked to see my face so red...oh well..explained to them then they went like 'orh...pain anot?' lol...anyway stayed till like 6 plus till dad came to pick me up then slack all the way le...

Wednesday: Super slacking day...nothing to do...just lazing around lahz...eby called me when i was still sleeping say got some primers meeting at NYP. Nv receive msg, so didn't go. They were handing up the BB week cards. So got eby to help me take. Gonna take it from him on monday.

Ok, guess i will blog tonite again..ciaoz for now...

Your Love falls like the morning dew
|| 3/04/2004 05:02:00 pm